One day my rage Will touche every enemy Mine He'll regret all the bad He have done to my heart The revenge will be sweet There'll be threads of hatred there Begin now to regret Spit on your life Although it will do nothing It'll throw up like chalk It's your end And my bishop
I tell you
They betrayed me They mocked me they mocked But they made a mistake They will regret it That they are on me Because I'm going to the top And the failure won't be diminished
My lost life
I lost my sense ... I don't even know where And that's shooting me Robbed of my soul Like a river after drought Will I ever find it? Those 100 lost moments And 1000 more Around no one's guilty ??? No no! It's not like that... For me, only bad taste I don't want to live like this! I still have to hide ... It's tiring me Still wants revenge I'm dying here I want to tell him that I love him I'm sobbing for him ... Oh! But he is also gone So that's my tear like an ice floe It will just disappear ... and I'll jump off the bridge Will tell you goodbye And grief others
Silience
horrible moans these horrible sounds it hurts me all and one day will let survive the lost moments and undone miles I will die beautifly like birds are flying My dreams are flowing and make others rebel I'm over it now my life flow somewhere far it will flow like milk my body will sleep forever I will not come back here I will hum once for you the song dear to me and never evil close to my heart by the golden grave
I win
I'm just out of space You won't know, I'll die ... But first I will show you That I will infect everything with me Everything will know me, and respect ... Even that which wasn't respectful to me Everyone will prostrate before me Even a flock of beautiful elephants A small leaf in the shade of trees also... and you, my enemy ... traitor... every creature in the world! 13.07 04/04/2003
Painful
I don't want to remember So I don't bend Everything will pass by And I will disappear silently Pain will remain And lots of distress Just as I want Wherever I want, everywhere You will be plowed But you probably know that already ... I will humble my relatives In the eaves of the satin Away from the noise It will be good for them I will be generous to them And disappear Jump to another Universe 01:30 28/03/2003
I miss you
I have a guilty conscience I want to touch his arm That i told about him, I regret I'm heartbroken now I want to turn it around No longer hum those words Let it be just me knowing Like this dried up tear I would suffer in loneliness And never feel affection 22:18 27/03/03
Magic
I feel betrayed Everything dies in me Nothing works out I don't care anymore I expected help And tonight I surprises everyone A thriving forest will be created And it will destroy you My desires will fulfill The emptiness in me will fill 23/3/03
Stop!
I've had enough! Just enough! It's all like rotting bone! Tiring me! Wants revenge! Everything happens in spite of me And makes fun of me Nobody needs me here Nobody loves me I am superfluous How evil, necessary I want to get out Not to come back Never grieve again One of my tears For all the world Beautiful like a rose flower Adieu!
Grandma
Dear, grandmother It's me, your granddaughter Do you remember me yet? Maybe somewhere in your memory I'll fit ... I miss you Like stars in the sky So many years here alone Only mom remained I feel threatened Like water ... for peaceful life I'm thirsty There is no friendly soul around Only mom remained Without her I'm alone Granny, take me from here ... all I need is a warm corner I'm afraid of my life And everything bad in it I try to overcome, still But it's like poisonous vases Makes one pass out It doesn't save bad dreads I'm still raising And I'm punishedt for it Help me I don't care about my blood To get out of here Not have to beat myself anymore For mistakes Because I lost which was I have to go So I won't again get A broken bunch
