Her naked body Stayed alone Ling here cold High in the tower Her soul in heaven Not on the soil anymore Is waiting for salvation Want absolution vs. Her naked body Wanted a lover Desired him To heat it adhered He despised her smile She was one breath for him, She gave her soul away Didn't regret, because she loved him 12:15 31/03/03
Aspirations
I have no inspiration There is no respite I want to forget I'm still in illusion Hope's waking up That he wants me That I'm not at the bottom You know what? I don't know who ... But I'm not wrong And what I say I know Everything will be as I wish If need it, I will shout it out 03:15 27.03.2003
Love hurts
beautiful lady wonderful dress my misery orchid flowers around ten glimmers the candle's on fire slowly in the radiance's dying I cannot pant I want to hear that he loves me that he knows about me those lovely lips the glass is empty 01:40 27.03.2003
Guess what
Loving it plathonically You can limitlessly I do not want to live anymore I would like to eternally sleep It all hurts It smudged me with thorns Intrusive thoughts Wild morals
Alone/scared
I'm not different But everyone treats me like that I'm not guilty But everyone treats me like that Everyone lays and curses me I can’t anymore It makes me tired Your fear In the middle of the thrill
Shh
I would like him And only this I love him so much And for him I'm sobbing I do not know what to do Should I get it over? I suffer from everything What’s bad for me All my life At night wolf’s howling
Note
I do not care about anyone So, I'm leaving Once I loved Because of that, I was crying After the my ass was kicked So I already have enough I will give you advice I still love a little bit It cuts me like a sword
Sadness
Get on the next day I do not pity my life I will never be happy again Although I have never been malicious Cruel life Sad for me too It never was It's nice to me I will leave the herds Somewhere in warm Maybe to heaven Where the moon is running
Surprise
Introverted Nobody will know Screeching owl Speechless Someone will say There is not enough time A lot of noise
They…
they have beaten my ambitions they did not hide they want to destroy me and here I am starting I walk, not bending legs I will make a revenge with just water and bread I will reach the top I’ll assure myself good for my family too; like such a small hedgehog awkward but neat defends himself it flies through forests and he wins! later he washes away me the same, Dear Mum I will show you too, what will happen will be true