Let the world squeak I am actually god at that. It is not a problem I know but how do I stop what is going on.
Seating now nice, don’t need advice. Gotta be wise, spare any heiss.
—> Coming from: Russia, to Poland/German border, edge. Direction Deutschland, reverse to think. Ending up UK, London. Visit home, 45km west however. Gotta reverse, where/how? TRAUMA. 3 times lucky, lost of conches unconsciousness.
Reverse.
Russia, back further East. Some of Asia.
Background: Ukrainian, Not.
Back to Reverse. Finding home for a baby.
That came from a joint: Trauma and a specific baby with health issues, addressing her emotional ability. Brought up happily, with meaningful gifts that she learned to absorb via her babysitter, an ex teacher looking after the house and her wise husband, head of the school. Dealing with one of a kind artefact. She watched him so carefully, peaceful and quiet. She actually learned to read gold. Not metaphorical here.
Shall we?
Let’s go deep.
Skinny deep.
EVIE’S VIEWS 2004 – 2016
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Pathetic Gambol
In the meaning of the existence
I’m looking for a resistance
I don’t want happiness
Rebellion is putting out cards
I feel bored like that.
Same taste all along
Am I crazy?
I’m just mad?
I don’t
care
I feel fear
So what shall I do?
Should I just end
it?
Write a song!…
For my torment
Like simple coward
It’s around the corner
Around some corner
A high step
I will make it happen
Fulfil myself
I will achieve my highest
Our given honours
I will get a mountain
I will make a storm
I will feel good
Everywhere and always
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 20.07.03 at 11:30 hours, Berlin time
Little Star’s Gambol
1 In the meaning of life
I am looking for forgetfulness
My happiness got soft
And then it has burst
I am lost
Made by God
R Am I crazy?
I’m just mad?
I want freedom
As I am in anger!
I have had enough of these
cells
It is like a whip!
Open for me
Let me out…
2Who has lost who?
Who has paid for
it?
Write a song
For my torment!
Everything! I’ll wear!
and
with no mercy…
R So what am I to do?
maybe finish off…?
that’s just too
easy!
a bit too harsh…
…I want everybody to know
Say it to all
he’s not gonna beat me
quicker’ll die in pain
3 I will finish it off
So it will go further
I will not be sacrificing
No more tournaments
I will quietly do the mess
For me also nice…
R This has no sense no more
not one bite…
I will start a new life
And a new discover
Won’t say about old one
And quickly forget!
I AM AS I WANT
AND AS I WILL LIVE
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 20.07.03, at 12:47, Berlin time
Hug, one gesture
…with the wind flow,
Just fly, run!
Fly trough sky
Touch ‘em…
>>don’t ever fall down again
Just have no worries!
Someone will hug,
Someone will love,
Will kiss, touch my lips…
Gently, quietly…
Stay with me the night
Will just love me so!
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 20.07.03, at 15:40, Berlin time
Nasty; fantasy!
Femme Fatal
I’ll go into canal
I am abnormal?
Maybe bit formal…
What else people?
You’re stuck in a boardroom
You know nothing…
Wanna talk…!
I just don’t care anymore
Cause I am not a whore
Don’t care about you
Just have seen trough…
Where was I living
There I was giving
That’s all past
Gonna make future a blast
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 20.07.03, at 15:54, Berlin time
***
Eternity lasts a minute
The God will let you go
He will touch your lips
With one of your tips
He will kiss your forehead
The tongue will be fighting
…lips are getting dry
Dreams are asking why…
You want to have me
Just put a trap on
Waste of trouble
…or you will have bubble!
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 21.07.03, at 18:32, Berlin time
A Loss of Senses
1 Twist round in the space
Not walk on the ground
Talk to the stars
Play with all wars…
2 Dream again all over
Just fries in the sky
Not wasting the snow
Wants something on a run…
3 Love platonically
Loving every day…
Can wake up with him
And finally win…
4 Not knowing what I’m thinking
I’ll just write and send
Keep the tension
Not to mention…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 22.07.03, at 19:47, Berlin time
I need to be loved
From angels above
…don’t know how
To say wow
So I just keep inside.
A star is flying the sky
I will give you myself tonight
You have to count
And I believe in nothing
I don’t like to leave memories behind
Only you I will give something you can find!
I am feeling so different,
Innocent
Like a drop of refreshing water,
Asking for understatement
Who’s not accepted by others
…they just made her fade!
I need someone to talk to
A good listener as well as a speaker
Alive, warm, understanding
With little’s, innocent creature treatment
I want…
I want much more…
I am following
…and (…)
And I will say no more!
Until you’ll open the door
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 26.07.03, at 23:20, Berlin time
On the table a full cup…
In the bed she’s full of nap…
From her mouth blood is dripping…
From the lungs last breath keeping…
Why has she died?
Why before dead she thorned her life apart?
I don’t know the answer…
She’s hidden far away in a dancer…
A fresh breeze from a sea…
Says she cannot be…
She still lies like that…
Sadness is asking what…
Her hair falling down the shoulder…
All other way wonder…
She could not live…
She could not longer give…!
Nobody understood her alive…
Only one tiny kinfie…
It was kind to her…
It knew how she wanted to wear…..
Now the lady is free…
The lover as is to be…
Cold! Naked! So stiff…
She will never be naïve…
Beautiful flower ended like that…
She drunk before not to feel too bad…
So she left!
Into her life theft…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 26.07.03 at 23:44 hours, Berlin time
Blood is dripping on the go…
Before it used to be just go for!
Now nothing is important
As nothing is no longer a want
Everything flies in the sky…
In all of owns why…
I’m not counting the past no more…
I’m not counting for future to last…
Only today’s counts!
No other moment bounce!
No minute!
…is a fine it!
It’s giving all it can
Day and night what does one want
And remember my little…
…don’t be silly not once!
Carpe diem quam minimum
Credula postero!
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 28.07.03 at 15:07 hours, Berlin time
Innocent boy
The next day
Of my way
The sky will shine
To be divine
I will be Jane
I’ll call him Wayne
Cried out
Of fight
And he’s just wasting…
All of girl’s tastings…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 29.07.03 at 13:20 hours, Berlin time
She… and he!
Naked…
,there in bed
He is pampering her,
Softly… Kissing…
She is breathing…
…quietly…
She feels good, sweetly dreams…
The want each other…
Don’t want the morning come ever over
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 07.08.03 at 11:35 hours, Berlin time
Funnytree
And my lover
Like this cover
My dream come true
I need a loo,
No understanding, just a pure lease
Sometime’s his a lease
He never believes
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 29.07.03 at 14:38 hours, Berlin time
When the senses have a thought
I am in a shock
I think how did I walk
I look at it
Clearing every bit
I think for long
I wear my thong
The innocent body
Wanted just a cuddle buddy
Big, sweet eyes
Like the water in an ice
You’re inspired
I’m not fired
The heart is tearing
The fear is bearing
Sense have gone higher
Dreams put off their tyre
They’ve stayed in the heaven
They thought of a neaven
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 07.08.03 at 09:56 hours, Berlin time NIGHT VERSION
When the heart thinks
I’m in shock
I still walk…
Looking at
I’m not bad
Think for long
Kiss is wrong
Body bend
Stayed innocent
Sweet eyes, big
In the water her wig
Lips full of passion
Dreams are in fashion
Heart hurting a little
From Dr The Little
Sense have gone high
Desires gone high
They have stayed in heaven
Only wanted to Devon
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 07.08.03 at 09:56 hours, Berlin time DAY VERSION
In the chasm of space…
Every stone is a base…
In the rainbow style…
Cannot with it fly…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 29.07.03 at 17:03 hours, Berlin time
Song imploring
A lover drowning in blood
Never really happy
Too serious,
Too brave…
Not for living like that
Without any truth mating
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 07.08.03 at 11:40 hours, Berlin time
In the sense of existence
I am looking for forgetfulness
Which leads me to
A man’s flu
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 02.08.03 at 20:20 hours, Berlin time
Her blood is dripping
Wind blows her hair
The lover ships
In honeys wine
Just the same…
Very insane!
Always proud
Like that lady…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 05.09.03 at 13:03 hours, Berlin time
His hot lips
His sins deeps
Few of those pitiful words
Cutting bodies like swords
Hang from desperation
Maybe that will be the foundation…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 05.09.03 at 12:58 hours, Berlin time
Katiusha
Walk shore of the beach
My heart is a witch
The sun is high
Having hot rays
Soul is flying
Heart is dying
Now it is finally free
Hiding from all that wee
And runs away!
Waiting no more
Flashes out
Like that shout
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 07.08.03 at 12:49 hours, Berlin time
I wanna be a doll not to hear
I wanna be a doll not to see
I wanna be a doll not to feel the pain of existence
12.08.2003
The pave of fire
I walk the road
Pave marked with fire
Long, impassable, unending
I travel trough the sea of blood and rivers of fire
I travel trough infinity
When will I find the goal?
When this road will end?
When everything will drown in blood and be closer to God
When the road will disappear there will be no return
We will have to wade into a sea of blood towards eternity
Ignoring the victims
Having no mercy.
Suppressed thoughts
Crying lady
Sad maybe
Walks in space
Trampling her face
She wants no pity
She has no frugality
She’s afraid to laugh
She would rather bluff
Putting face out of the den
Tries to remember having fun when
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 13.09.03 at 13:05 hours, Berlin time
Weeping Lady
Crying Lady
Walking shady
She has a feeling
A strong beat willing
She doesn’t want that
Love for a fact
She wants to drop
Put one big dot
With her conscience
With that synced copence
And leave
Just believe
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 25.08.03 at 01:30 hours, Berlin time
Crying lady
Lies alone there
High in the tower
Like lonely flower
Tramples on clouds
Jumping on sounds
She’s loving deep
And never weak
She wants to deliver
Come down this whole fever
Run happily
Do rapidly
To die in decency
In tears mission see
So the mess will end
Never again bend
…now this lady
Is poured in sadness
She doesn’t want to see society
She feel in it wearly
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 25.08.03 at 12:54 hours, Berlin time
Simple
50 years to a hundret
And one more time
It will be fine
Count to three
Face is free
Show what you can
What in your van
Walk toward when
Remember you don’t want to hide
So just gently fight
Destroy what was
Remember who’s the boss
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 26.10.03 at 17:55 hours, Berlin time
When you get what you want
But not what you mant
It’s sad
You feel hurtful looks
Between two tears I stand
I don’t know where I’ll land
Alone between music and drawing
I feel I am drowning
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 06.09.03 at 15:47 hours, Berlin time
Please My God
Gonna get up the hill
Will try to heart with love fill
Why I am so anxious don’t know
To happiness wanna go
I want to fly
I want to feel high
Want to sleep good
Always have food
Wan to be needed
Want to be feed it
Want to feel right
Want to be bright
Give me that love
But leave the half
That makes me feel bad
Please give the love to me
So finally I will be free
Free from the fear
And everyting will be clear
Originated as Maestro, on the 29.10.08 at 22:20 hours, London time
You see me on the street
You didn’t want to meet
You didn’t say to me hi
Didn’t even hear goodbye
You are strange man
Of illusion fan
Love something don’t know what
Every day in fron of you a black cat
You don’t know where to split
You’re confused which girl you fit
Originated as Maestro, on the 01.09.08 at 00:11 hours, London time
She saw a man’s kiss
She thought it looks like his
And those are his keys
She went closer to see
Who is there to be
The man walked away
She shouted loud hey
He turned back to her
She looked what did he wear
It was the same top
He was wearing saying hop
When he gone out home
Where is always warm
I see your blood
I’ve made that cut
That on your wrist
I see your fist
You want to hit,
Me for what I did…
I don’t care
On my life swear
I will hurt you bad
For making me sad
I respond
I kiss when you kiss
I hit when you hit
I’m mean when you’re mean
I love when you love
I stop when you stop
I’m cheeky when I’m uncertian
I’m aggresive when I need to fight
I’m unpolite when you are
I’ll hug when you’ll need it
I will stop you when you deserve it
I will be yours when you will be mine
I will betray you if you will be doing it to me…
Originated as Maestro, on the 08.01.10 at 16:23 hours, London time
Words like butterflies
Don’t like ugly guys
You say something bad
and everyne think you’re mad
You say somthing for them good
And you feel empty like cutted wood
You want to talk free
Like a single tree
Out of normality you wanna stand
Feel that youre by nothing bound
When you want you will scream
Not only in a dream
Desperatley and loud
Gently and also proud
When you want you will beat
Making a rising heat
You will be a hunt
Pain will be a can’t
You don’t want to stop
Seeing everywhere just blood
But you want to rest
Take that off your chest
Lie in your bed
Know you are fed
Don’t ever again worry
Not ever again to be sorry
Originated as Maestro, on the 03.07.09 at 14:50 hours, London time
We or dry?
Low or high?
Where you wanna be?
I’m in extasy
Let’s forget the past
See if future lasts
Got one wish today
And nothing to say
Looking very mad
But I’m very sad
All they think I’m strange
The ideas range
I will seel you trick
You will know I’ freak
You will want me more
And your wounds will sore
Will make you feel pain
Oh yes, I’m insane
Wanna know how much…
I will show one touch
Touch that’s very painfull
Hate gainfull
Originated as Maestro, on the 11.07.09 at 23:40 hours, London time
Still the doll
Looking at me
What people see
Is dirty slut
Or boring doll
I gues that fix’s
The broken doll…
Althoug I’ve healed
The scars wil stay
Can’t wash them out
They won’t be visible
But I will see them
They’ll stay in my brain
Originated as Maestro, on the 09.02.10 at 18:47 hours, London time
When you sleep
Feeling are deep
When ou think
Feelings don’t sink
You want to go somewhere far
And wnat to shine like a star
Be full of the desire
That thight your body like a wire
Want by love be catched
And softly be touched
Want you t livk my lips
Want you to touch my hips
Originated as Maestro, on the 11.10.09 at 00:00 hours, London time
Painless
I’ll let my soul
Take over control
Today, tomorrow
To wash my sorrow
To clean the mess
And make me less
Feel the sadness
Internl madness
I want to try and smile
But that tkaes me a while
My lips are not moving
My heart is not groving
I see my tears
I feel my gears
Standing bare feet
Feelig the need
To lie and die
Withought goodbye
When you sleep
Feeling are deep
When ou think
You want to go somewhere far
And wnat to shine like a star
Be full of the desire
That thight your body like a wire
Want by love be catched
And softly be touched
Want you t livk my lips
Want you to touch my hips
Originated as Maestro, on the 31.05.11 at 00:16 hours, London time
Little doll
I want you to hug me
I want you yo kiss me
I want you to be there
Every time i need you
You dont have to leave me
Be abgel above me
Speak to me with passion
Treat me like a fashion
Dont ask me twie
When i need advice
Know that i want yu to feel
I dont want be with you real
Originated as Maestro, on the 26.10.07 at 02:25 hours, London time
Feeling feelings modest
Feeling cool but feeling bad
What to do
What to say
Have should I behave
Have no friend
Have people around me
But no one thinks of me
Everyone say to me what to do
Show me how to move
Where to go
I’m so lost
I’m alone
I want to get out of it
Where should I go
What should I do
Who’s willing to tell me
Don’t want to be alone
Have been for so long
I want to be in the middle
I want to know how to wiggle
I want to feel I’m there
I don’t want to swear
Be sure I’m loved
Be sure I’m solved
I’m sure no one will leave me alone
I’m sure someone will show me where go
Originated as Maestro, on the 14.05.2009, at 18:02, London time
I need that proof out of myself
So when I make a fool
I have a hand to hold
On every yard
Originated as Maestro, on the 14.05.2009, at 15:55, London Time
I want to drop it all
Lose over me control
I want to fly to the sky
Without being high
I want to touch the clouds
I want to feel their sounds
I want to feel safe
Like that tidal wave
It’s so hard to express
Not to get depressed
But I don’t know how
As always looking for now
I would like to just ask
For a tiny flask
For one person
Who will caresome
Originated as Maestro, on the 10.05.2003, at 21:25, Berlin Time
Butterflies are flying
Birds are prely ling
Just far away from here
Never come back near
So saying goodbye
You’re just worth a sigh
Originated as Maestro, on the 10.05.2003, at 21:25, Berlin Time
I would like him
And just to win
Love him so much
He is not Dutch
What shall I do
Where is the clue
I’m suffering
Pain buffering
Whole of my life
At night wolf’s wife
Originated as Maestro, on the 26.03.2003, Berlin Time
Whimsical
My little Evie
Like sily divy
Doesn’t know she can’t
Stands on empty sand
She’s so afraid
Sadness can wait
She doesn’t can
Never bad wan
Doesn’t know this either
Would rather in a faither
She’s scared of all
Even her soul
She wants trust in self
Her wisness welath
Originated as Maestro, on the 09.01.2009, at 23:43, London Time
When everything came to nothing
I wold like to just sit down
Know everything
Stand in one place
Watch the world spnning
And not taking a part in it
My tears are so salty
When my brain got faulty
I draw in the sorrow
No soul is to borrow
I see no sky
I don’t want to know why
So it will end
So pain will bend
Originated as Maestro, on the 14.04.2003, at 23:37, Berlin Time
Piece of a heart
Take in your hand
Throw it far away
Let it flow with glow
Like a fresh water
The pain, the grief, the anger
All of it
They’re heavy
Let my dreams come
So I can turn back time
Start over
Originated as Maestro, on the 14.04.2003, Berlin Time
Her naked body
Got left alone
Here alone cold
High in the tower
Her soul in sky
Can no more fly
Awaits her blessing
Evil stop messing
Originated as Maestro, on the 31.03.2003, at 12:15, Berlin Time
Her naked body
Wanted a lover
Desired here
Needed a warmness
He didn’t care she smiled
She was for him a one breath
She left her spirit
Didn’t regret
Originated as Maestro, on the 31.03.2003, at 12:15, Berlin Time
I endered a silly fool state
I am dead like dried out paste
Think what else
No more felse
Left with writing
No more fighting
My brain upsat down
There is no more fun
I lost all the sense
Although never had dreams
Never made jokes out of no one
Not talking anymore
As my tonge gets sore
Originated as Maestro, on the 04.04.2003, at 10:45, Berlin Time
Closed inside
Sends no vibe
Bird s singing
Evil winning
I’ll die the next day
You will have nothing to say
I will no longer enjoy
Though have over no control
Will go away
Will step aside
Maybe to heaven
Where is the Nevern
Originated as Maestro, on the 25.03.2003, Berlin Time
Someone
Somewhere
Suddenly nothing!
Only the watcher
One
At the end
I’m thinking what he plots
I won’t know
Since
He won’t say
So I am not wondering
Easy breeze
The hot sun
Warms up flowing dreams
Warm wind
Stolen the desires
Fire is lighting
I am not fighting
Originated as Maestro, on the 02.06.2003, at 23:46, Berlin Time
My last moments
My last components
I can’t live that way
Cannot obey
Devil is laughing
I am not bluffing
That he wan me over
We’re not dring Dover
I don’t know what I will do
I can’t think of what is true
Originated as Maestro, on the 02.07.2003, at 17:20, Berlin Time
Two drops or flops
Cat has cried
Cought Evie in fight
Said to the toy
He has for her a boy
Toy was terrified
Didn’t want to bite
How get Evie out
Bit more to the south
It ended up good
She has found her hood
Originated as Maestro, on the 24.08.2008, at 21:02, London Time
What for me
Dissapointed
A bit pointed
In love and above
Broken
Discouraged
Embarrassed
Filled with fire
I don’t want to be her
I don’t want to go where memories go
I want to have healthy wings
I want the mystery gone
I want see the stars shining
And heat to me from every town
Originated as Maestro, on the 21.12.2008, at 01:54, London Time
I am alone
With the wind gone
Unloved
Uncafted
No one knows about me
No one sees my tree
No one tries
No one fries
I am unsure
How am I dull
Have no more ground
Have no more found
Originated as Maestro, on the 08.07.2008, at 01:37, London Time
Forgotten lover
Like this sad pover
Lies in the dark
Cold in a park
She is there cold
She is not sold
On bifurcation
Seeming like invasion
You poor thing
Your broken wing
Forget all that
Where you hide bad
Your sins on a scale
You want to make a bail
Sins to him
Don’t try to win
Originated as Maestro, on the 20.04.2003, at 21:01, Berlin Time
The End
Nightiangle sings hidden
You know what you’ve bidden
A Lady over the pond
Pretends she is blond
Suddenly the sky fells down
Wearing seducing gown
There’s no day, there’s no night
And no one can no more fight
Who’s fault?
Where’s halt?
All are screeming
Snake is winning
Stupid people
Ths whole sepal
End like this
And not miss
Not one touch
Where’s the hutch?
Maybe someone will have mercy
Be a little cursi
Let the evil self destroy
Let’s make a right ploy
Originated as Maestro, on the 04.06.2003, at 11:10, Berlin Time
A Butterfly who brought back hope
I saw a little green butterfly
He had no courage to lie
He flew high
He could spy
He could be higher
Didn’t want to be crier
He wanted me to see
So I don’t have to be on my knee
So I would understand
When is it that I cant
Originated as Maestro, on the 06.03.2006, at 01:39, London Time
They have betrayed me
Hated me, rated me
It was a wrong choice
I’ve heared the right voice
I will get my goal
And back my whole soul
One day my loss
Will be the boss
Will regret
What my heart had to forget
Revenge will be tough
I will not get mad
Try to regret
I will forget
I seat here wth my thoughts
With my dripping tears
Thinking what’s next
I see nothing nowhere
Around empitness
I don’t feel happiness
I wanna run away
Have nothing to say
Can’t handle bad no more
My wounds are so sore
There let it be
As you will feel free
As the sun will shine
You will feel devine
Have no more power
Want to go to the tower
Everything ends with nothing
I am fed up of bathing
I was trying to fight it
Was even trying to bit it
The envy kills my brain
It creepsblood in my vein
I will be high
Before you die
I do not get it
What has it wet it
When you see
You think it’s free
You are shaking
Your thoughts are breaking
You feel in heaven
Where is your lucky seven
You would kiss and cuddle
Take better your puddle
Maestro 2003
My last razor Blade
I have to shall I fade
But for what if I have a razor blade
My whole soul is in pain
I will just go for vein
I think how to stop tears
How to lock the bad dreams
I don’t want to remember past
I want to run away from it fast
I want to wake up in your room
Fling on a broom
I want to feel free
I’m genial I want to see
Don’t want to be afraid anymore
I want all my fear to flow
With one of my bite
I want to end the fight
Originated as, Mastreo, on the 03.09.2008, at 21:05 hours, London Time
The son of the devil
The daughter of Shame
The parents of gold
Who are you?
Where?
When will you come?
Are you ashamed?
Just sick of me…
Why don’t you call
Lower my bad
Relief my pain
Then cover the shame
Originated, on the 27.02.2012, at 07:12 hours, London time
To the
Oh free…
Unpossible
Losable
I talk, I speak
Loud as a beak
Chaos in head
Something seems thread
I want sweet peacfullness
Full of dolliness
A brown horse
A huge morse
One of a friend
That will not blend
Originated as Maestro, on the 10.08.07, at 09:40 hours
Poetry
Poetry is deep as an ocean
You can swim in it
Get crazy….
Throw away anger…
Get lazy.
You can love and you can hate
Cuddle and hit
Swim in the ocean of stars
Sunbath on a snow
It’s amazing
But it’s scary
So which way to go
Which one to write for me
I can which I like
And I want one full of joy
Beauty…
I will start it tomorrow.
Orginated as Maestro, on the 27.02.2007, at 09:16, London time
What? What…
…here the birds don’t sing
Leafs are not falling of trees
People don’t see each other
And nothing is more importnant than none
Where are those wild lakes?
Hugging bears
Wolfs in forests
Where are tears of love
That we wan the match
Where am I
And where are you…
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 26.05.05, at 11:45, London time
The streams and oceans
Flowing slowly
The flow until they pass each other
What fate is them given
They have sharp knolls
And never any souls
They save no one
Sometimes to death go on
There are some they like
There are some they would strike
When they fall from clouds
In refleks see their sounds
Always smell nice
Can never find a price
Originated as Maestro, on the 24.04.2009, at 16:40, London time
In an iced fog you stand alone
Two losts souls are apart blown
Along the glassed tile
Only thought lasts while
Visits your soul, heart and is gone
Just a memory left drawn
With touch of the hand along seen trough wall
Sense of touch magical hole
Close meeting of your eyes
Missing you wise adivce
And I believe all together desires
Will catch and put down alll the made up fires
And two little suns will come in as two
From which the others will need no flu
No time is wasted, No time has been hasted. I gtta live, straight and strong to. Nothing should stop me, nothing should block me. Whatever happened, whatever said; isn’t going to undo… Fight bad as much so it doesn’t go worse. Maestro 22.04.2008
A mermaid
The glass is empty
The fall are kempty
Finger in mouth
Are getting in a drouth
Feel the feeling
Touch the ceiling
Get lost in crowd
Lose under feet ground
Different and wild
Don’t ever hide
Good or bad
Be happy not sad
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 21.07.2004, at 13:01, London time
Stop to feel fear
Start being real
Have a lovely smile
Have one of own style
All the wounds be lost
Thoughts in mind get frost
Carry gift in hand
Be beautifully tanned
Don’t be scared of mind
Know how and when to bite
Speak firmly
Look pearly
Frost the pain
Look like sane
Originated as Maestro, on the 07.05.2008, at 10:42, London time
The Black Tulips
Black tulips bloom over the hill
Bloom;
Their smell goes around
Goes around
In the air they are breathing
People with feelings.
Not many like that
But a lot of magic smell
So people fulfill themselves with it
And feel fear
As they feel
That they understand all that
What human mind doesn’t get
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 02.10.2003, at 17:22, Berlin time
The leaf of a tulip
The leaf flows towards the wind
Fighting obsticles
Fighting, arguing…
The treas are hurthing him!
He carries on fulishly
Flies against them
Flies and flies like that…
Suddenly disintegrate
…his little pieces
Are going around the world
They will hurt everybody
Who had hurted him
When he was a human
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 02.10.2003, at 09:20, Berlin time
Hungry for happiness
Literature is a poem
Literature is the music
I can see you naked
When your fear is disappearing
You have a beautiful dress
On the chick a drop of tear
I don’t think you know
Able to say one word
Like your hair are shining
And how everybody asks you to dance
I know you want to drown in dreams
And brush in sun’s rays
Originated as Maestro, on the 08.04.2008, at 14:10, London Time
Broken glass
And who need that?
There is nothing left!
Never was!
People! Help!
Does anybody care?
I am not seating.
What are the prognosis?
Bad.
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 30.03.2005, at 20:12, London time
Experience that you lived in, and then move on…
Star
The spring is coming
The life is bumming
Stop this!
Make a bliss!
You have that power…!
In just one hour…
Just believe in you
And show what is true
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 01.09.2005, at 17:20, London time
Dance once on a scene
Eat a lot of cream
Smile to the crowd
That will make you feel proud
Greet them coquettishly
Make them chemistry
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 02.04.2005, at 17:46, London time
My seen trough just gone blue
I don’t know anymore how to write
I don’t know which one first took a bite
I am force for tomorrow
Not to feel no more sorrow
And then will smash the table
As far as I’m able
I will forget the snow
I will get my control
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 23.12.2005, at 00:35 London time
I want a second poem
One that flows
Tiny and quiet
So it tells to no one
What have I done
2006
Little poems, little words
With no touch and no dreams
Hope has drown
The heart has almost forgot
2003
Dolly
Later we will split
But for yet I am here
Be and cuddle me
Take m tears away
And cheer me up
Cuddle and love me
Take me skiing
And support me
So I am never alone
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 03.01.2006, at 01:10, London time
Masterpiece
There is so many reasons to live
And so many to die…
Which one is better?
Which one to pick?
…how do you count…
Originated as Maestro, on the 12.02.2007, at 13:08, London time
Poet’s thoughts
In the eyes you see shine
Full of life
Wanting to sparkle world
And the hope it will take
It’s desires….
02.02.2007
A moment of delight
There is one moment
Sparkling and happy
Catch it in a gold ball
Where it will feel comfy
Nice and blessed
She will not leave you
Because it has flew to you
It will support you, courage and love
Originated as Maestro, on the 03.02.2007, at 23:37, London time
Saturday’s night
For the next day
For all I say
The sky will shine
Only with wine
It will so last
To get a full blast
And in it’s shadow
It’s shine will flow
In year or two
She will know who
To remind
To try and find
I will not show you my poems,
She said
I will not show as every one has a blood
Blood which is flowing
After made wounds
And nothing will stop it
Nothing
Apart from a sin
Originated as Maestro on the 04.02.2007, at 13:12, London time
I go towards unknown
Everything is different
I gone down that road
But this one is different
I see it differently
Thinking of tomorrow
I will do what can
I will go where I want
I will be who I am
Crushed glass
Behind the wall I feel evil
I have two wishes
Changing like dishes
I open the magic box
And I feel empty docks
I sent back
Covered in a flag
Made by me
Made as bee
The answer is coming
No music is humming
Originated as Maestro, on the 23.10.2005, at 22:04, London time
I’m so weak
I’m a freak
I’m too bad
I think of what I’ve had
For sure nothing was mine
But I don’t care I’m fine
Feelings spin
I feel emptiness
Imagine fluffiness
My on grief
Doesn’t let me brieth
Summer of love
No flying dove
Always sad
Going mad
White from fear
For no one dear
In life’s moon
We are doom
In pain and regret
I want a ballet
Originated as Maestro, on the 30.10.2008, at 01:17, London time
She
Unwanted missing
Dares for a kissing
The heart in love
Wearing a glove
I don’t want to worry
No need to feel sorry
What is life with no happy
Like you’re only floppy
I don’t want to be bored
Not feel like I’m floored
I don’t like to feel snippy
I want to be hippy
Originated as Maestro, on the 04.11.2008, at 19:15, London time
Night
I love night
I like to bite
I like to cover all with me
I want everybody to see
Their flaws
To see their goals
We can dream together
If we are or we’re never
And not to feal afraid
Neither gotta be paid
It is so simple
I cant be dimple
Originated as Maestro, on the 19.05.2004, at 21:07, Berlin time
I love you
I love you
I want you just for you
I am with you
I am someone else
I have all I need
I love my closest
With them I can run on the snow
I want to be with them all the time
Share the nice feelings
I want to know you are with me
Then I have beautiful dreams
Originated as Maestro, on the 15.01.2009, at 16:26, London time
I am alone
Unloved
Unwanted
Forgotten
No one know about me
No one wants to see me
No one tires me
No one makes me dreams
I have no certainty
I have no durability
Neither grounds I have
I am like a bird
I fly in the sky
With sadness glory
Originated as Maestro, on the 08.07.2008, at 01:37, London time
Easy
In the morning silience’s coming
No one wants it to light glowing
It touches my chick
Then sits for a bit
Cuddles inside
Covers the fight
You then know
Where’s the flow
You know you want nothing
As everything s just bathing
Only this’s important
What is not for sort out
Originated as Maestro, on the 22.01.2005, at 00:01, London time
I, I, am…
I like you
And you like me
And is cool all
Until it is bad
Smile
And forget me
I don’t exist
I am not here
A short song about love
And I think it is good
That you will be alone
I am free and silly
I am a freaky one
You’re my only toy
I like you
You’re my bunny
Hell
I want to kill
What tries to seal
My life time deal
My brazen thoughts
My raisin dots
And my dreams
And my tears
I get dizzy
I feel I need something fizzy
Abundant desires
Dreams tied up with wires
Beautiful cactus
In sin has packed us
Everything is ending
Satan sins is blending
The angel hope drinks
In darkness my wings
I’m getting out of the door
As I don’t want anymore
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 17.10.2003, at 00:12, Berlin time
Hope
Hope is stupid
Hope has drown
Drown in fog
From which there is no escape
It burned like a straw
To splinter
And nothing has been left from her!
That’s what hope is…
Hope is for fools
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 24.10.2003, at 23:40, Berlin time
About a charming boy
Ginger, alluring boy
He could have been my toy
Once like that, once like this
He could give a bliss
He had hurt me bad
It had made me sad
I could not stop crying
Neither could stop ling
He didn’t like any fun
I think he was too dumb
This wasn’t the end
He had that one friend
So I made a deal
To never again feel
Any love
Like wearing foxglove
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 26.10.2003, at 19:01, Berlin time
I don’t get nothing
I am not bathing
I do not want
Be like a sand
Can’t blow me over
I am a rover
Like a death
From being in focus
I have got a pocus
Person is ding…
Quiet!
Devil is coming
Soul is thinking
Tears catching fire
You do feel pain?
The angel said
She could not stand it
And she has blurred
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 28.10.2003, at 00:14, Berlin time
A mirror
I saw a little girl
Walking down the street
She was sad
I asked why?
She didn’t answer
She just said nothing
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 29.02.2004, at 23:10, Berlin time
Golden Fish
I have a fish from the sea
It shines like there’s we
She has sparkling eyes
That shine like and ice
Rocking fins
Annoying dins
To me she is smiling
Others she is bailing
The fish likes only me
How much you will see
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 01.03.2004, at 13:35, Berlin time
Summer dream
Touch me
As I’m touching you
Fondle me
And I will fondle you
Put your hand on my belly
Your desires in my dream
Touch my hips
Kiss my lips
Let’s together forget past
Let’s light the sky tonight
Let the stars fall
The next is your call
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 25.01.2004, at 00:52, Berlin time
Salut
A little rhymes
Some have done crimes
Socks in a rainbow
Shine with a grain dow
Honey’s pills
So many things
So against each other
Like daughter, like mother
Everything is changing
From each other ranging
Is nothing important?
Is now all for hunt?
Not everything has same value
So I will just not call you
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 09.01.2004, at 13:43, Berlin time
For
For this one time
When you done your crime
Which call for help
Which is about to melt
You shine for me
Like single tree
For hurting roses
For overdoses
For beautiful mornings
For all of loud warnings
For my dreams
For my screams
For the tears
For the sins
For the pieces of life
For when you need a wife
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 31.03.2004, at 19:20, Berlin time
Every sense of mine revolting
The heart from tears is salting
Everything around irritates
My sorrows to snow donates
I’m drawing new already
I’m trying to be steady
Behind me this chaos just shut
Just like would have done my dad
I am building new ideas
So in different light you will see us
I am a little thorn inside
I feel I’ve lost my guide
But I am over this all
Have got back my soul
Thinking quietly
How be societal
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 20.11.2003, at 02:36, Berlin time
I am everything
I am above you
I have my crew
I’m over dreams
All of what seems
The work is done
As is for some
Concentrate on you
To find down your ture
I always look silly
But I am just chilly
I will be a poet
That your mind will blow it
There is nothing but me
One day you will see
I just can’t go on
As it is for sun
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 13.11.2003, at 11:44, Berlin time
Are memories impotant?
More important than fantasies?
Oh I don’t think so,
Because you are important!
And all of your dreams
The one’s to do…
To make you feel true
You are strong now
Go further
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 10.01.2005, at 21:06, London time
I cannot write poems
Nor understand proems
I have lost myself in nothingness
In my way to forgiveness
I cannot count stars
It’s hard to get to me even via cars
I all the time hear viper’s hiss
And I want this nightmare to go into bliss
I have two hopes
They are like soaps
Want to kill thoughts
Want what it squats
I want to get out
Live that empty sound
Originates as mr Maestro, on the 27.12.2004, at 22:14, London time
Cried out
I seat alone
I’m silent, I know
I think of the lost
And what I’ve done wrong
I say nothing
I scream ‘come’
‘ask’
No one’s hearing
As only I feel pain
Originates as Maestro, on the 29.12.2006, at 16:13, London time
Let’s destroy this freak
Let’s hear a loud squeak
Check this out
Loud
To the God
You feel dizzy
They seem busy
Hunger doesn’t let you live
When you so hard want to believe
What should I do?
Should I eat glue?
I am empty
Only have had them tea
Drink some power
Eat some flower
Unleash the disturbing
Find of my own curbing
An honest angel
So I won’t go mad
So I will feel blessed
With someone who is honest
Know that I’m strong
And will not go wrong
Originates as Maestro, on the 28.08.2008, at 18:33, London time
I have two ways
So does he says
I have to dresses
I made more messes
I don’t want to see
I don’t want to remember
I don’t want to feel
When the sores heal
Depression
I felt I have an inspiration
But it was only a way to the station
I remember evil
Dressed as a weevil
I remember good
When it gave me food
I remember pain
When they thought I’m insane
In which he was hiding
He’s secets riding
Only I saw him
I said it was a dream
Today I saw it again
Trough my eyes full of pain
Part of me has thorned out
Took half of pain about
Make me stronger
To last longer
Originates as Maestro, on the 28.08.2008, at 03:58, London time
I can’t go to sleep
I feel I’m too weak
I cannot have dreams
Everyone in it screams
I don’t want to know
Who is my real foe
I’m not strong
I’ve gone wrong
I am diluted
Like heat, concluded
I want to sleep on a cloud
Maybe then I’ll be found
Maybe I’ll get mad
And finally fat
I will kill it
As it will it
Slowly with no noise
And an empty voice
With no out, with no clue
There will be no left glue
Originates as Maestro, on the 28.08.2008, at 18:43, London time
To you
Broken
Healed
Sadness full
Full of shame
Who is to blame?
There was worse
Worse than kick’s of a horse
There is no beginning
There is no way of cleaning
There is no you
There is no me
Originates as Maestro, on the 02.10.2007, at 18:10, London time
A lady over the pond
Making no more song
Quietly jumping
To no one bumping
Dolphins like her
That she doesn’t care what wear
Bird fly over her
Behind a brown bear
Eating honey
For the love to bunny
Both smiling to her
All they want is share
Girl is blushing
No light flashing
Praying to Lord
To give a peace sword
Originates as Maestro, on the 12.03.2005, at 20:31, London time
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We have reached part one. Would you tell me my story further.
Moral; if you think you got your hands dirty – just wash them. You will clean your mind of your sorrows. If want part is damaged you have gotta to equal them up.
Those below I am not sure are there or not yet So in case double.
Dolly
Broken and unwanted
The aim of life’s broke
By people thorn
Before she was worshiped
Often in love
Now she’s unhappy
In silence hidden
To the stress given
By no one neitheren
No friendship her given
I’m disappearing
Far away jumping
I know I’m gone
Away from the phone
Origanted as Maestro, on the 22.09.2008, at 18:11, London time
Zoo
Let’s get freaky in the zoo
Let’s not ask who is who
Let’s try to fly
Let’s say goodbye
Let’s be the stars
Of our scars
Let’s just behave
Like no one waved
Try to pretend
You can’t behave
Be what you are
If it’s a car
If it is not
See if they forgot….
Originated as E.V., on the 05.12.2016, 14:12, Berlin time
Zoo
A broken dolly
Like little lolly
Dances on the floor
Doesn’t know where go
Jumping up and down
Looking for her fun
Asking for help
As long as it’s not sold
She is running
People bommbbig
She wants to escape
From fear get away
Originated as Maestro, on the 08.01.2009, 04:07, London time
I am in the abyss
Get ready to spasm
Flying the world
With nt one sword
I have two worlds
It makes me third’s….
I am honured
Never heard
How and why and how????
To say no and now….
I will have more fun
When nothing is a ban
I have golden feet
I am vry neat
You can see my silliness
Fullfiled with stupidness
And can say no more
Why I am taking fear
Originated as Maestro, on the 10.02.2008, 08:50, London time
What and evil, devil
A hundrets evils
My deals seals
Walkes on me
Wants me to be
Knock on the door
What is it for
I will not open
I will not stop them
I didn’t cheat
I waited like a freak
Originated as mr Maestro, on the 17.07.2004, 11:11, London time
Close eye shadows
Close all battles
Put your hand
On your land
Dream full of silly
Like I’d wanna kill me
Do not be smart
Brake that apart
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