Encouragement

 
 I don't know what's truth and what now
 That's how much you killed me
 I sit here even know where
 And all of my thoughts, feelings something's cutting
 I turn around in it
 And I don't know why
 I want to be released 
 Take some time to slow down
 Watch life
 Look at others
 It is impossible
 Those sad moments
 They stayed behind me
 They won't come back
 And I'm just sad
 I think I can change that?
 I feel sorry
 For wasted life
 I can't finish like this
 Everyone wants to worm me
 I can not give it!
 I'm going to sleep now...
 Will think in the morning
 I will give it another name
 It'll be as I want
 Not important where
 ... but my way
 I will give control to my dream 

Please come back

Do you know?
That one your gesture will change everything ...
If you only want it
One gesture
A small gesture
I'm here
Far away from you
You there, though you could be here
... but you don't want to!
I want you so much
That I don' know what to do anymore
I feel how you approach
You embrace me
I'm turning ...
... but it's not you
It is a breath of wind that is stilting
I miss you so much
I will build for you a wall of love
... but you don't want it
You scorn me
Like a burned cigarette
But you have not tried me yet
And you do not know how I taste
You don't know if I'm sweet
That if you came to me, you would stick
And you wouldn't leave again ...
Or bitter so that you only spit
That you can't have it anymore
Such a bad one
You don't know the truth?
So why?
Why don't you even want to try me?
I don't know...
If you'd want it would bedifferently
Because you seem mislead
So let me check my little one
We will not meet

Tsarist courier

 These are my dreams ...
 Desirous of fulfillment
 And that's all
 It's all fake!
 It is not worth anything!
 It was supposed to be so ...
 It was only a pain ...
 I am not allowed to dream!
 I am not allowed to live!
 Sorrow is remained
 Happiness not by inch
 Have I made a mistake?
 I will go away!
 My tears are falling
 And lost dreams
 This is my life
 And you will free me
 From this ...
 ... everything bad
 Shroud of love
 No joy 

New start

I realized today
the sense of my existence?
no!
Because I treat it all as fun,
and all my dreams
are just illusions
I have plans, this is important
It will come true
It's more and less serious
but I believe in it
and will go to this ...
... to my happiness
and I'm a bit afraid
try to heal the pain
I know that I lost my mind
I have been dreaming about many things
but...
... now I know everything
I will not say anything, nothing ...

It will go

I would like to throw away
Never again feel sadness
... sigh
That's probably my fate
Life threw on the pile
And I gave a little bit of bone
I have to deal with it
Go out against everything
Help my goal
I will make it
Because I have many predispositions
predispositions...
...ambitions...
...and everything you need
To conquer the world !!!

…

 When you see her
 Your legs are dear
 And everything is like a fog
 When you embrace her
 Like in heaven, you feel
 You want her body
 You want her to love you
 You want to kiss her
 Hug, touch
 You want her to be whole yours
 And also wanted you
 Begining2003 

…

 
 I don't understand
 I can find no sense
 I'm looking for a punch line
 All for nothing
 I am wondering
 What did I do wrong?
 Where's did I make a mistake?
 After a long thought
 I remember my dream
 Many dreams
 And my desires
 It is a pity that it ended
 And what I wanted didn't come true
 Begining 2003 

My first

Maybe I'm too small
To love
Maybe that's why I'm sad
Maybe I should be more penitential
Or I don't know what love is
Maybe that's why I'm getting angry
I'm left with only stupid illusions
Unfulfilled dreams
And nice memories ...
Begining2003

With him

 A warm morning
 sea ​​breeze
 They are cuddled up in each other
 They are kissing
 Sun rays
 Are touching her face
 And he is still hugging her
 And they would like it to be always so
 Only she and him
 They want to be together day and night
 And they would like to stop time
 ... be together til the end
 Beginning 2003 

Lovers

 She... and he
 Around dark, silence
 Only she and he
 Dawn is waking
 A new day
 They’re ling in trees leaf’s
 Their body’s braided
 Whole shiver
 Lovers from hundred hills
 Smolder each other
 Suddenly sea is walking up
 And quietly saying to them
 That is morning, they’ve to go
 To the land of their dreams