A song

1) Sitting alone in a small room  
 Candles quietly burn  
 And I think so much about you  
 Why to be? And why it is?  
 Ref. I was once a small child  
 And there were stars in my eyes  
 A radiant smile, no worries  
 That was my whole world  
 2) I've been wondering for years  
 What will be the next fate  
 Will my dreams
 Ever come true  
 Ref. I was once a small child  
 And there were stars in my eyes  
 A radiant smile, no worries  
 That was my whole world
 
Nobody understands me 
My mind's far away 
Crowd of people around 
The falcon is flying in the sky 
Dizziness 
Lack of the speech 
Sensory disease 
A hundred ideas 
Going around in world 
But you don't know 
Don't understand 
You blame me 
Not looking for the real guilty 
I will die from you 
I want a bright coffin 
Like my soul 
Which has been pierced by a crossbow

Insane pain

I want to live the rest of my life 
Without beating ... without beating 
I wants to live the last moments 
As it is possible , most pleasantly ... 
I want to recover  
What I lost 
I lost somewhere 
What I miss 
What evil people received 
What I miss 
What  I am now cursing for 
I'm not planning anymore 
For everything I regret 
I still feel the lack 
I feel some taste 
I lost that something 
Which makes me angry 
You want my tears 
I don't listen to these theses 
Because they are stupid 
From them my I get headache

He doesn’t want to
All these weaves
Without my knowledge
There is no between
Without my permission
It’s not these stairs
I need to learn
Don’t roam on the city
Because you need help destiny
You need to support it
I can’t be controlled
I can’t be blocked
Because I won’t let you
My life is running
Me with him
And not know who
I will be in the future
To my joy
I am not a toy nor a doll
Only weak and fragile veil
And everyone treats me like that
Spits on me and curses
I built a wall
I will fly to the clouds
I will stay there one day
Dreams woven 

I want him to touch me 
And have pleasure in it 
That he would kiss me 
Not hide from me 
I want him all 
I want him to want me like that too 
I would like him to kiss me 
Before we are big 
I dream about him night and day 
Only that stone bothers me 
Between us 
It's like with broken hills 
He is somewhere 
And I want to hear some about him

Leave her alone
Just her
So there is no more mistakes
A little tired
And torn
I have a headword in the head
He who is called
The loss of senses
But still ideas
I have a lot
I think about this hot seal
Which was at night
Is it gone now?
I don’t know what shouldn’t I think
To make it go in a companion
With my understanding
But I already
Don’t know
I just don’t know …

When I look at my hands
I think how to escape this torture
I don’t know the answer
I fighting with what is in my head
Want to free myself from it
I’m cursing from it
I fall into madness from this
I think things the other way round
I don’t know what’s going on
I watch the wind blows
I’m leaving
I go away