Please come back

Do you know?
That one your gesture will change everything ...
If you only want it
One gesture
A small gesture
I'm here
Far away from you
You there, though you could be here
... but you don't want to!
I want you so much
That I don' know what to do anymore
I feel how you approach
You embrace me
I'm turning ...
... but it's not you
It is a breath of wind that is stilting
I miss you so much
I will build for you a wall of love
... but you don't want it
You scorn me
Like a burned cigarette
But you have not tried me yet
And you do not know how I taste
You don't know if I'm sweet
That if you came to me, you would stick
And you wouldn't leave again ...
Or bitter so that you only spit
That you can't have it anymore
Such a bad one
You don't know the truth?
So why?
Why don't you even want to try me?
I don't know...
If you'd want it would bedifferently
Because you seem mislead
So let me check my little one
We will not meet

New start

I realized today
the sense of my existence?
no!
Because I treat it all as fun,
and all my dreams
are just illusions
I have plans, this is important
It will come true
It's more and less serious
but I believe in it
and will go to this ...
... to my happiness
and I'm a bit afraid
try to heal the pain
I know that I lost my mind
I have been dreaming about many things
but...
... now I know everything
I will not say anything, nothing ...

It will go

I would like to throw away
Never again feel sadness
... sigh
That's probably my fate
Life threw on the pile
And I gave a little bit of bone
I have to deal with it
Go out against everything
Help my goal
I will make it
Because I have many predispositions
predispositions...
...ambitions...
...and everything you need
To conquer the world !!!

 
 I don't understand
 I can find no sense
 I'm looking for a punch line
 All for nothing
 I am wondering
 What did I do wrong?
 Where's did I make a mistake?
 After a long thought
 I remember my dream
 Many dreams
 And my desires
 It is a pity that it ended
 And what I wanted didn't come true
 Begining 2003 

My first

Maybe I'm too small
To love
Maybe that's why I'm sad
Maybe I should be more penitential
Or I don't know what love is
Maybe that's why I'm getting angry
I'm left with only stupid illusions
Unfulfilled dreams
And nice memories ...
Begining2003

Lovers

 She... and he
 Around dark, silence
 Only she and he
 Dawn is waking
 A new day
 They’re ling in trees leaf’s
 Their body’s braided
 Whole shiver
 Lovers from hundred hills
 Smolder each other
 Suddenly sea is walking up
 And quietly saying to them
 That is morning, they’ve to go
 To the land of their dreams 

Summer break

When I walk along the woods
And I'm passing by with a flying bow tie 
Or when I hear birds singing 
And I can't see the blossoming poppies 
Or when I see the palace is a bonfire 
Then I know that summer is near 
And always when I feel acacias
I know that there are holidays already 
Jan2003 

It’s gone

 
Another one
Let's leave the time 
Somewhere behind us 
Together with beautiful moments 
Let's not think about the past
As if it's gone lost 
Let's forget us
And I will tell you one day 
You've done well 
And you made no mistake 
Because I'm not worth anything 
Just like a heart card 
I don't love you anymore 
And don't sob at night 
Beginning 2003 

New start

Love is a beautiful thing 
As long as it doesn't cut feelings like sword
And when lips touch other the lips 
Then I feel so empty 
Only emotions in me are still spinning 
And when it hurts, they pinch 
Recently I have realized 
I have fallen out of many things 
Sometimes I want to fix them 
But some can't be fixed 
I also know that an effort is needed 
To avoid many mistakes 
I'm planning to improve everything 
And have fun doing it 
Begining 2003 

Feelings

 1) I feel so ill on the soul 
And on the body too 
I'm alone in this world 
It's a pity to talk, you know 
Ref. I can't give it up like that 
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here
Change my life 
2) I will run away
You won't see me again 
Though you'll probably hear 
How I conquer the world 
Ref. I can't give it up like that
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here
Change my life 
3) I would like the last time 
No longer wave to you 
And don't see, and don't look 
That's how it is... 
Ref. I can't give it up like that 
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here 
Change my life 
4) I would also like to get revenge 
For my wrongs, these for years 
For suffering, for desires 
You have not met me 
Ref. I can't give it up like that
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here 
Change my life 
5) You have one thing in it 
That I would be different from you ... 
I do not have enough strength to say anything 
So stop it, more nothing ... 
Ref. I can't give ...