They…

 they have beaten my ambitions
 they did not hide they want to destroy me
 and here I am starting
 I walk, not bending legs
 I will make a revenge
 with just water and bread
 I will reach the top
 I’ll assure myself good
 for my family too;
 like such a small hedgehog
 awkward
 but neat
 defends himself
 it flies through forests
 and he wins!
 later he washes away
 me the same,
 Dear Mum
 I will show you too,
 what will happen will be true  

 
 One day my rage
 Will touche every enemy
 Mine
 He'll regret all the bad
 He have done to my heart
 The revenge will be sweet
 There'll be threads of hatred there
 Begin now to regret
 Spit on your life
 Although it will do nothing
 It'll throw up like chalk
 It's your end
 And my bishop 

My lost life

 I lost my sense ...
 I don't even know where
 And that's shooting me
 Robbed of my soul
 Like a river after drought
 Will I ever find it?
 Those 100 lost moments
 And 1000 more
 Around no one's guilty ???
 No no! It's not like that...
 For me, only bad taste
 I don't want to live like this!
 I still have to hide ...
 It's tiring me
 Still wants revenge
 I'm dying here
 I want to tell him
 that I love him
 I'm sobbing for him ...
 Oh! But he is also gone
 So that's my tear
 like an ice floe
 It will just disappear ...
 and I'll jump off the bridge
 Will tell you goodbye
 And grief others
 
 

Silience

 
 horrible moans
 these horrible sounds
 it hurts me all
 and one day will let
 survive the lost moments
 and undone miles
 I will die beautifly
 like birds are flying
 My dreams are flowing
 and make others rebel
 I'm over it now
 my life flow
 somewhere far
 it will flow like milk
 my body
 will sleep forever
 I will not come back here
 I will hum once for you
 the song dear to me
 and never evil
 close to my heart
 by the golden grave 

I miss you

 I have a guilty conscience
 I want to touch his arm
 That i told about him, I regret
 I'm heartbroken now
 I want to turn it around
 No longer hum those words
 Let it be just me knowing 
 Like this dried up tear
 I would suffer in loneliness
 And never feel affection
 22:18 27/03/03