Tag: #writing

Future

 I soak dreams
 How a spark the fire
 How is it with you?
 You have them?
 What do you want to do with them?
 Because I...
 ... I would like to put them on the ship
 Big empty ship
 In order for them to swim away
 Before I do this
 I'll set fire to the ship
 So the dreams burn with him
 Well...
 What about me?
 I'll go under the tree
 Sit
 And I will wait
 20:30 17.11.04

Crazy

 All these blullshit
 Like hay fired
 Will be trashed, collapsed
 And all they steal
 And I'll fly in the mountains
 To the sun, to the sky, to the stars!!!
 In order to sleep later...
 Fall apart to be fulfilled
 ... Happy!
 Free, small, melted...
 ... So never again!
 Be lost!
 On the grass lie
 And count the clouds
 Then drowned in the leafs
 And swim in them...
 And not come out to the morning...
 11:20 09.11.04

Nothing

I go, I don't know for what  
I go... I don't know where  
I feel I don't know what  
And I'm afraid of everything!  
... and I don't know why 
should I be scared...  
I do not want to live  
To live like someone wants me to  
I want to live to be happy  
That it is me  
And the truth is...!  
I live until I have strength,  
Do it by myself  
11:49 17.09.04

The beauty of

 One day, one night
 And one more morning
 And so day by day
 Please do something about it
 Its like slow death
 Angels flew away
 I have stayed
 On a silk bedding
 Monotony, boredom still
 Still the same ' alone '
 And I'm afraid
 I don't know anything
 I want... already enough
 00:22 20.04.04

Porcelain Doll

 Birds fly in golden colors...
 The sky is in the pink...
 ... Over the pond a girl blushing...
 She sits and delights in the scent of the fresh lily harvested!
 ... and listens...
 Birds singing on the trees...
 ... Water noise, done by the wind!
 Shes quietly humming...
 ... A song about ripped mountains....
 Now, when the sun gone,
 Hear everything that the day said to us,  
 We know that mercy is the bottom...
 When every word is a shadow...
 Every minute, important as a treasure
 And every word is a pain!
 We know too much...
 ... I am important...
 ... a wooden ward...
 ... Beware of her word...
 There's written how to go,
 How to dream...
 And how to life.
 Shame for love,
 For this cruelty...
 She'll show us the world!
 Good, respect and desire
 Show only for these
 Who are the growers of these virtues.
 I loved the world...
 I loved us...
 ... Now I don't love anything!
 When the sun rises again,
 Miss will open her eyes!
 Will smile to golden waves...
 With a smile, squint her eyelets
 Later, she will approach her doll,
 ... And forget...
 22:38 28.02.04

My new, clean step

 
 A sheet of golden paper
 There is a new list on it
 Other enterprises
 Even the budget cut
 There is nothing more
 There is no one to say 'hi'
 Feelings change
 They don't give a reason
 When everything is coming to an end
 You can see small angels with a whip
 Whether the end will be good or bad
 They always get away from bad dreams
 I want to have someone
 I want someone to want to hug me
 I am ashamed to show you crying
 I am ashamed to show my shame
 I love innocence so much
 I love my otherness
 I love to sunbathe
 ... and knock down on other wine
 02:48 1/15/04