I will overcome

 I want to throw it all away!
 freely sing songs carelessly
 I want to fly to heaven
 not worry about the lack of bread
 I would like to touch the clouds
 and overcome the fear of the wall
 I want to feel safe
 as the eternal book wrote
 it's so hard to express it
 not to feel wrong about it
 but I don't know how
 because I silent everything by it
 just please, one more thing
 ...I will try, maybe I can suffer a moment longer
 for one person
 who will help me destroy this frowst
 21:25 10.05.2003 

I win

 I'm just out of space
 You won't know, I'll die ...
 But first I will show you
 That I will infect everything with me
 Everything will know me, and respect ...
 Even that which wasn't respectful to me
 Everyone will prostrate before me
 Even a flock of beautiful elephants
 A small leaf in the shade of trees
 also...
 and you, my enemy ...
 traitor...
 every creature in the world!
 13.07 04/04/2003