Hurricane of pleasure and sadness

 The ground has shudder under my feet
 The sky thundered loud
 It was light...
 Whole in stars
 From it a warm summer rain was pouring
 Over my back I felt shivers
 Tear over my chick
 Seen trough and salty
 One drop was blood
 Second big tear
 ‘Lough from it’
 Gnome is shouting
 ‘You at least understand’
 14.02 21.09.03 

Little rain

 Warm...
 The fragrant rain
 His tiny droplets
 Similar to the needle
 Floating on the cheeks
 Dripping on my hair
 Catching flies falling
 Such innocent, sweet
 Like small fishes
 He's like me
 Sometimes a little cool ..
 ... again, something on cheek passes
 The second of my life runaway
 The blood flies
 Hades is spinning
 And I can go
 And bite the ground
 Nothing keeps me here
 And I don't know how much more my soul can take
 I am above the earth
 My thoughts are boiling
 I will never regain consciousness
 I don't know if I'll ever feel a little joy
 I don't know what they say
 I am lost in it
 I lost the thread
 And I don't know where the beginning was
 22:25 20.05.2001