I am you You are me I want to cuddle you You want to have me I can't live without you You don't want to sleep without me You are like water for my mouths I am a flower in a vase of beautiful memories I am waiting for you with grief Because you are my greatest dream 01:10 07/01/09
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Ode to love
I am you You are me I want to cuddle you You want to have me I can't live without you You don't want to sleep without me You are like water for my mouths I am a flower in a vase of beautiful memories I am waiting for you with grief Because you are my greatest dream 01:10 07/01/09
Always with you
A desire which makes you feel bad A desire which doesn’t let you live A desire you feel all the time... When you sleep... When you walk... When you dream... When you walk... You want to stop, You want to feel pleased You want to be free... You don’t know how to cope You forgot your hope You feel stressed out You don’t know what’s that all about You feel it is enough Feeling strange Have no range Have nothing there Can’t ever swear Feeling is awful.
Before I said
Living hell Well... Got anything to say? I guess you wanna run away Before just gone may But you cannot yet First you must luck get The one you’ll see in your hair So you will know it is fair To know me To good be To find the gold Which never could be sold 21:00 24.08.08
Please change my life
Want to fly with stars Want to run with the wind Want to have fun Want to be free I’ll run away To the sky Or to my dream Close my life not to see my life Change the world I’m in Or I’ll close the door Then I’ll fade? In the bed Will look on the ceiling? Will watch cartoons on it My mind will run away And I will sing a song I will ride a horse Who was my only friend... 12:10 21.08.08
What’s for me
Disappointed Distracted In love and unwanted Broken Discouraged Embarrassed Filled with heat... I don't want to be her I don't want to go where memories are I want to have healthy wings I want the mystery to burst I want to see the glow of stars And warmth for me from all cities ... 01:54 21/12/08
Doll
Broken and unwanted Depressed with the goal of life Manhunts through people Once, she was loved She was often in love Now, bad luck splashed Hidden in silence Stress devoted Defeated by no one No friendship given to her I'm disappearing now Far to fairytale I avoid the truth I penetrate the abyss 18:11 22/09/08
Tamed
I'm afraid to sleep I'm afraid to be scared But I don't want to know I want this evil to stop fading I feel like getting up Sums to sing Rejoice with joy Start pouring joyfully To my bed To my granary I want my gold root It turned into the gold of the sea I ask for God's grace She gave me happiness 01:44 12/05/08
Lost inside
I listen, I don't hear! I'm looking, I don't see! I walk But I stand in one place I drink, And I'm thirsty I eat, But I'm hungry I want, And I can't Life is an inspiration The song is a poem The words are music And dancing is a rhythm I don't have a watch I have nothing to eat I don't have a dictionary I have nowhere to go I want to pull the moon down I want make plots for clouds I want to dip I want to hear the good thought I scream for rescue I want your help You don't hear, you don't know You don't want to I don't know how to finish I don't know where to go I don't know what to fight with And I don't know how to live 23:04 November 25, 2007
Closed in self
I can't write poems First one wasn't good either I lost myself in nothingness On my way to freedom! I can't count the stars It's also difficult to enter my heart I still hear a hissing sound I want this nightmare to disappear I have two hopes The wind will blow them away I want to kill the thoughts I want to lure you peacefully I want to get out I want to be free 22:14 27/12/04
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