Nothing

I go, I don't know for what  
I go... I don't know where  
I feel I don't know what  
And I'm afraid of everything!  
... and I don't know why 
should I be scared...  
I do not want to live  
To live like someone wants me to  
I want to live to be happy  
That it is me  
And the truth is...!  
I live until I have strength,  
Do it by myself  
11:49 17.09.04  

The beauty of

 One day, one night
 And one more morning
 And so day by day
 Please do something about it
 Its like slow death
 Angels flew away
 I have stayed
 On a silk bedding
 Monotony, boredom still
 Still the same ' alone '
 And I'm afraid
 I don't know anything
 I want... already enough
 00:22 20.04.04 

View

 someone...
 something...
 and suddenly nothing!
 only the viewer!
 one
 sits at the end
 and observes
 ... I wonder what she's up to
 I know, I won't find down anything
 for
 He will not tell me
 so I'm not thinking about it anymore
 23:40 02.06.03