Ok

 I am sitting here where you always met me …
 You are not coming today
 but I’m still waiting!
 I know I will come here 
–
 to me.
 …someday…
 Because nothing will ever end,
 and everything will stay as it was!
 Everything will be!
 We will disappear one day, but it will remain.
 But I’m still dreaming …
 Just like once
 My dreams will also stay.
 Eternal!
 Alive! Fresh! Innocent!
 And that’s what I love! …
 I will also stay …
 We are young!
 Forever young!
 We are strong!
 Forever strong!
 We are ourselves!
 Always ourselves!
 We are smiling!
 Always smiling!
 We love each other!
 And we are happy!!!!!
 13:37 03.02.06 

Future

 I soak dreams
 How a spark the fire
 How is it with you?
 You have them?
 What do you want to do with them?
 Because I...
 ... I would like to put them on the ship
 Big empty ship
 In order for them to swim away
 Before I do this
 I'll set fire to the ship
 So the dreams burn with him
 Well...
 What about me?
 I'll go under the tree
 Sit
 And I will wait
 20:30 17.11.04 

Encouragement

 
 I don't know what's truth and what now
 That's how much you killed me
 I sit here even know where
 And all of my thoughts, feelings something's cutting
 I turn around in it
 And I don't know why
 I want to be released 
 Take some time to slow down
 Watch life
 Look at others
 It is impossible
 Those sad moments
 They stayed behind me
 They won't come back
 And I'm just sad
 I think I can change that?
 I feel sorry
 For wasted life
 I can't finish like this
 Everyone wants to worm me
 I can not give it!
 I'm going to sleep now...
 Will think in the morning
 I will give it another name
 It'll be as I want
 Not important where
 ... but my way
 I will give control to my dream