I'm sitting and watching
 Bending over my fate
 I don't know what's going on
 When it's going to be morning and the cock will crow
 What will happen to me?
 Will the sun rise for me once more
 In general unaware
 Everyone is full of enmity to me
 I'm not making it anymore
 I'm keeping up
 I don't have strength anymore
 To wash out from here
 I want to finish it
 Go away
 And they'll probably call me a coward
 But I won't stand on the way of risk again
 Because I can't carry on
 12:18 12/05/03