Silience

 
 horrible moans
 these horrible sounds
 it hurts me all
 and one day will let
 survive the lost moments
 and undone miles
 I will die beautifly
 like birds are flying
 My dreams are flowing
 and make others rebel
 I'm over it now
 my life flow
 somewhere far
 it will flow like milk
 my body
 will sleep forever
 I will not come back here
 I will hum once for you
 the song dear to me
 and never evil
 close to my heart
 by the golden grave 

New start

I realized today
the sense of my existence?
no!
Because I treat it all as fun,
and all my dreams
are just illusions
I have plans, this is important
It will come true
It's more and less serious
but I believe in it
and will go to this ...
... to my happiness
and I'm a bit afraid
try to heal the pain
I know that I lost my mind
I have been dreaming about many things
but...
... now I know everything
I will not say anything, nothing ...