Generous

 To love
 ..and to fade
 To know
 ...and to pretend
 To have
 ...and not be able to take
 To be known
 To be invisible
 To be weak
 But to look strong
 To know how
 ...and not be able to do it
 That is sad
 That is bad
 That is me
 That’s to be...
 21:00 29.08.08

I will overcome

 I want to throw it all away!
 freely sing songs carelessly
 I want to fly to heaven
 not worry about the lack of bread
 I would like to touch the clouds
 and overcome the fear of the wall
 I want to feel safe
 as the eternal book wrote
 it's so hard to express it
 not to feel wrong about it
 but I don't know how
 because I silent everything by it
 just please, one more thing
 ...I will try, maybe I can suffer a moment longer
 for one person
 who will help me destroy this frowst
 21:25 10.05.2003

Unknown thoughts

 And I'm waiting forever ...
 And decided that I won't delay anything anymore,
 I have always been mistaken
 Because I was stuck in one place
 So I'm moving forward
 I'm doing it for no bigger reason
 I will not wonder
 And I will not be afraid anymore
 I will go ahead
 Even on water and bread
 And will defeat everything
 In doorway my golden trophy will hang
 I will win this war
 Later, calm life awaits me
 I will still win trophies
 And the rest is my fairy tale
 12:20 16/04/03

Glass is broken

 I promise I will never be sad again
 And this ragged from me canvas
 It will stay away somewhere
 My desires will flow ...
 I don’t want a lover anymore
 Because like a broken glass
 Bubble soap
 The only thing beautiful has it is beautiful wings
 I'm not doing anything
 Because everything is a trick
 And my power
 It will flow into this night
 And he will cover everything like a golden blanket
 I am in despair of distress
 Maybe someone will see it?
 Maybe will me help a little
 And I will see gold aurora
 I would like to fly to the clouds
 Find a bag full of dreams
 Sprinkle them
 So it never again will be bad
 Never cry again
 Never hesitate