My lost life

 I lost my sense ...
 I don't even know where
 And that's shooting me
 Robbed of my soul
 Like a river after drought
 Will I ever find it?
 Those 100 lost moments
 And 1000 more
 Around no one's guilty ???
 No no! It's not like that...
 For me, only bad taste
 I don't want to live like this!
 I still have to hide ...
 It's tiring me
 Still wants revenge
 I'm dying here
 I want to tell him
 that I love him
 I'm sobbing for him ...
 Oh! But he is also gone
 So that's my tear
 like an ice floe
 It will just disappear ...
 and I'll jump off the bridge
 Will tell you goodbye
 And grief others
 
 

Tsarist courier

 These are my dreams ...
 Desirous of fulfillment
 And that's all
 It's all fake!
 It is not worth anything!
 It was supposed to be so ...
 It was only a pain ...
 I am not allowed to dream!
 I am not allowed to live!
 Sorrow is remained
 Happiness not by inch
 Have I made a mistake?
 I will go away!
 My tears are falling
 And lost dreams
 This is my life
 And you will free me
 From this ...
 ... everything bad
 Shroud of love
 No joy