I don't care about anything anymore
 Nothing ever goes right
 I'm tired from it
 On the inside so much suffering
 I'm sick of it
 I'm tired of this mood
 I'm mad at myself
 That I did not match the background
 And now it came out stupid
 I look at what has come to me
 I don't know what it is
 It's wearing gold
 I will remain in reverie
 Stand on the gate
 I'll wonder
 I'll answer later
 23:00 19.05.03