The past

 Lovers unhappened
 If they would go to their senses
 Maybe they would be together
 And not only dreamed about each other
 Now they are apart
 Apparently they're happy
 But does anyone believe it?
 Pain is counting their sadness
 People beguiled
 Now already forgotten
 Nobody is mentioning them anymore
 Although everyone knows they are around
 15:40 25.05.03 

Insane pain

I want to live the rest of my life 
Without beating ... without beating
I wants to live the last moments
As it is possible , most pleasantly ...
I want to recover
What I lost
I lost somewhere
What I miss
What evil people received
What I miss
What I am now cursing for
I'm not planning anymore
For everything I regret
I still feel the lack
I feel some taste
I lost that something
Which makes me angry
You want my tears
I don't listen to these theses
Because they are stupid
From them my I get headache