My lost life

 I lost my sense ...
 I don't even know where
 And that's shooting me
 Robbed of my soul
 Like a river after drought
 Will I ever find it?
 Those 100 lost moments
 And 1000 more
 Around no one's guilty ???
 No no! It's not like that...
 For me, only bad taste
 I don't want to live like this!
 I still have to hide ...
 It's tiring me
 Still wants revenge
 I'm dying here
 I want to tell him
 that I love him
 I'm sobbing for him ...
 Oh! But he is also gone
 So that's my tear
 like an ice floe
 It will just disappear ...
 and I'll jump off the bridge
 Will tell you goodbye
 And grief others
 
 

Silience

 
 horrible moans
 these horrible sounds
 it hurts me all
 and one day will let
 survive the lost moments
 and undone miles
 I will die beautifly
 like birds are flying
 My dreams are flowing
 and make others rebel
 I'm over it now
 my life flow
 somewhere far
 it will flow like milk
 my body
 will sleep forever
 I will not come back here
 I will hum once for you
 the song dear to me
 and never evil
 close to my heart
 by the golden grave 

New start

I realized today
the sense of my existence?
no!
Because I treat it all as fun,
and all my dreams
are just illusions
I have plans, this is important
It will come true
It's more and less serious
but I believe in it
and will go to this ...
... to my happiness
and I'm a bit afraid
try to heal the pain
I know that I lost my mind
I have been dreaming about many things
but...
... now I know everything
I will not say anything, nothing ...
Nobody understands me 
My mind's far away
Crowd of people around
The falcon is flying in the sky
Dizziness
Lack of the speech
Sensory disease
A hundred ideas
Going around in world
But you don't know
Don't understand
You blame me
Not looking for the real guilty
I will die from you
I want a bright coffin
Like my soul
Which has been pierced by a crossbow

Glass is broken

 I promise I will never be sad again
And this ragged from me canvas
It will stay away somewhere
My desires will flow ...
I don’t want a lover anymore
Because like a broken glass
Bubble soap
The only thing beautiful has it is beautiful wings
I'm not doing anything
Because everything is a trick
And my power
It will flow into this night
And he will cover everything like a golden blanket
I am in despair of distress
Maybe someone will see it?
Maybe will me help a little
And I will see gold aurora
I would like to fly to the clouds
Find a bag full of dreams
Sprinkle them
So it never again will be bad
Never cry again
Never hesitate

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 I want to have someone 
Who won’t show me what hostility is
Who will love me
Who I can talk about in a dreams
Someone’s good
To me nice
Who I’ll be attracted to
Always and everywhere
Someone who I miss
Who I dream about and think about
I feel free
Capable of everything
I'm quail
I kneel before God
I want to leave my souls
When the moon is listening
I'm sorry for what has finished
What was from my life
I love everything around
I listen when heaven's calling
Yes, it's all the time
Squeezed in a leather belt
I fight with it
With my memories
And with everything else
I will destroy all those guilty


I'm dying
 I gathering my strength
It all hurts me
My heart is reprimanding
I hate you
My lost time
Everything spoiled?
No! I am preparing my revenge