Tag: #poem

World’s shadow

 Man's thinness drags behind me
 time is running away from me
 feelings don't give peace
 in a dense scenario
 I have to be
 and I have to live
 I want to get out
 get outside
 but first I must abolish it
 so I could make braids in the sun 
 when I get out of here
 on the golden floor I'll stand
 I will proof what is real
 I will be followed by the treacherous thoughts no more ...
 22:00 29/04/03

Only her

 a forgotten lover
 like a broken glass
 lies somewhere in the dark
 sad, without joy
 lies so cold ...
 bird's flying over her
 at crossroads
 full of tears of regret
 unloved and unwanted
 she sighs heart broken
 oh ... poor, sensitive creature
 your sad memories
 forget everything
 in this lurking evil
 so cold, naked
 Your sins being weigh 
 these sins to him
 Don't remember this
 he's not worth you
 that he met you, it was his luck
 21:30 20/04/2003

Unknown thoughts

 And I'm waiting forever ...
 And decided that I won't delay anything anymore,
 I have always been mistaken
 Because I was stuck in one place
 So I'm moving forward
 I'm doing it for no bigger reason
 I will not wonder
 And I will not be afraid anymore
 I will go ahead
 Even on water and bread
 And will defeat everything
 In doorway my golden trophy will hang
 I will win this war
 Later, calm life awaits me
 I will still win trophies
 And the rest is my fairy tale
 12:20 16/04/03

Goofy

 I went into state of a happy gob
 I am in the state of concentration like a broken tube
 I thought about what to do next
 My sadness gone smaller
 I have some looms
 How to be different than other mammals
 I already lost the sense of an inch
 Although I've never dreamed about anything
 I never mocked anyone
 I'm not talking about it anymore
 Because I don't know how my thoughts flow
 And I'm just falling
 10:45 April 4, 2003

Courage

 when I was little everything was simple
 even these acute matters
 I knew how to deal with them
 there was nothing that could disturb me
 I need to come back to this
 Even if I had to argue for it
 I will be like I was
 One day I will sit among stars
 I will tell them how I came
 When to get mind I went
 to what I have achieved
 That I walked a long way
 it will be my dearest
 when you will dream about me
 You'll regret
 Because you don't know a lot about me
 I am a precious treasure
 ... not like you, bottom ...
 00:00 03/04/2003

Woman

 Her naked body
 Stayed alone
 Ling here cold
 High in the tower
 Her soul in heaven
 Not on the soil anymore
 Is waiting for salvation
 Want absolution
 vs.
 Her naked body
 Wanted a lover
 Desired him
 To heat it adhered
 He despised her smile
 She was one breath for him,
 She gave her soul away
 Didn't regret, because she loved him
 12:15 31/03/03

Aspirations

 I have no inspiration
 There is no respite
 I want to forget
 I'm still in illusion
 Hope's waking up
 That he wants me
 That I'm not at the bottom
 You know what?
 I don't know who ...
 But I'm not wrong
 And what I say I know
 Everything will be as I wish
 If need it, I will shout it out
 03:15 27.03.2003

Love hurts

 beautiful lady
 wonderful dress
 my misery
 orchid flowers
 around ten glimmers
 the candle's on fire
 slowly in the radiance's dying
 I cannot pant
 I want to hear
 that he loves me
 that he knows about me
 those lovely lips
 the glass is empty
 01:40 27.03.2003