Escape

 I'm sitting here with my thoughts
 With floating tears
 I think what will happen next
 Because I don't see anything everywhere
 All the emptiness around
 I'm not happy
 I want to run away
 Delay no more
 I can't stand it anymore
 I have enough of evil
 As far as possible
 In some warm corner
 And there let it happen
 Like a rooster crowing
 Like the sun will shine
 Let children play
 21:25 10.05.2003

Bye bye

 butterflies are flying
 Let the birds sing
 only away from here
 let the lid close behind me
 so I'm saying goodbye 
 you won't see us again
 21:25 10.05.2003

I will overcome

 I want to throw it all away!
 freely sing songs carelessly
 I want to fly to heaven
 not worry about the lack of bread
 I would like to touch the clouds
 and overcome the fear of the wall
 I want to feel safe
 as the eternal book wrote
 it's so hard to express it
 not to feel wrong about it
 but I don't know how
 because I silent everything by it
 just please, one more thing
 ...I will try, maybe I can suffer a moment longer
 for one person
 who will help me destroy this frowst
 21:25 10.05.2003

Never ending story

 I ran out of inspiration
 the need an empty space
 so that I can go out
 that courage would come
 I will make a fool of myself
 Going deeper into it
 Like a cheerful fool
 which falls into all the basins
 like a foolish idiot
 which's accompanied by stupidity
 who sleeps forever
 and dreams all the time
 I want to free myself yet
 even if they call me a coward
 because I've had enough
 hostility on every side
 I can't stand it anymore
 so I'm gonna stop for a bit
 I will reflect
 Ask a fairy for advice
 we'll see what she will answer
 and then I'll make a decisions
 NOW THE END!
 21:25 10.05.03

Afraid of now

 My enemy is fear
 I have to destroy him!
 I can't be scared
 I have to give as much energy as I have
 I don't know what to do
 I'm still alone
 I'm dealing with everything on my own
 And I know I hamper everybody around
 Everyone feels I'm in the way
 And I bother you all
 I can't see the beginning
 I'm not ashamed of myself
 I don't feel the end
 I out of strength
 10:30 07.05.03

Our will and playfulness

 
 Let's drink and have fun
 Let's fix all the errors
 May the soul play frolics
 And the free will rule
 Let everyone do what they want
 Even if it would be bad
 It's important to be yourself!
 More and more every day
 So let's do what we want!
 Then we will be free!
 00:43 07.05.03

He’s gone

 He's kissing her cold lips
 Remembers old complaints
 And all that was
 For him, it just got lost
 Because he has not pity,
 Only gluing
 Brought him here,
 But when she'll add up to a hundred
 He'll be gone forever
 Like a regular coward
 00:35 07.05.03

Sadness in her eyes

 ... I'm alone
 like a broken dam
 I need so little
 everything stayed with sadness
 at least one good person
 a glass of warm milk
 and some silence in my soul
 a little peace in quietness
 I already have a plan
 but I will not reveal it!
 23:45 06.05.03

Faith

 my tears are falling
 for burning dreams
 for the closed door
 where the blazing thunders
 over the sea hot
 and liquidity ships
 dreams liquidity
 birds singing
 and for everything
 what evil took
 what I need to take back
 and not beg for it
 I'm ready now
 I'm waiting for two words
 then I will go to battle
 for my soul's of peace
 and I'll get out of this dung
 I will open this room
 where is peace and calm
 I will go in,
 there I will rebuild everything my lost life
 02:52 05.05.03

A few wishes

 I want to leave here
 I want to come to the sun
 Sit in the shade
 On a wooden stone
 Where no one will spit on me anymore
 Neither snarl against me
 I want some peace
 I want to get out of this scroll
 05/03/03