Innocent

 Soft face drowning
 You can dream
 She is slowly walking
 Bare feel, quiet with no sound
 Enters cloudy mug
 Walks straight to her sword
 She will take into her hand
 Drown in it she will land
 Blood will flow in heavy tears
 She will go with her won wound
 She’ll go far with no return
 In her mind the wall will burn
 17:57 09.09.03 

In a cage

 In a golden bowl a slave
 In front of black wheel
 Puts on green and goes ahead
 Still remembering her pain
 From her bloody flashes glow
 She remembers her gaming
 How she played
 How tunes went
 She remembers all the moves
 She remembers empty groves
 On which she was seating
 When her heart wasn’t beating
 16:00 09.09.03 

Depression

 Skull mine broke
 My face faded
 Blood everywhere
 I think of mine
 Cry away
 Have moment of love
 Swim below the waves
 Jump above the field
 This is all I want
 All for what I swear
 Woman in a cape
 Her face whole swollen
 From her eyes whole tears
 And all bad moments in day light
 She’s craving in pain
 She’ll never forget them
 September 2009 

Sweetie

 I want to read in fantasies
 I want to rest in qualities
 Wind behind the window
 I get soaked at home
 I still have no idea
 Why I have a feeling to fella
 My soul fallen down from leaf
 My skin cannot stop breath
 Honey dripping on my chick
 It all makes me look just weak
 15:12 02.09.03 

In the edge of mind

 I don't want to wake the memories up
 I won't be fighting to make them stand up
 And just  
 As lust
 I will create
 Multiply the magic
 No matter the pain
 I won’t let my heart feel insane
 I will get my aims
 I will get what flows in my veins
 I have a hope
 I’ll overcome their dope
 I will be trying!
 From now I’m flying!
 21:45 29.08.03 

Agony

 These are my last moments
 I know it's not wrong
 I have quit everything
 I do not have the strength to endure it
 my body is limping
 the devil is laughing at me
 he has already defeated me
 he made his own
 my strength was taken away
 I have not been given a chance
 ... I don't know how to decide
 I'm not thinking about this right now ...
 17:20 02.07.03 

End of world

 I do not trust the clouds  
 These people are coatings  
 Everyone is false  
 And terribly greedy  
 What do they want from me?  
 They are wasting, though in vain  
 Well ... I will not give them anything
 I run gently across the sky  
 I have nothing left  
 Although everything begged me for mercy
 Everyone wants to take from me more
 Getting the more for themselves  
 ... I do not have any more to give  
 So all of you want to screw me up!  
 Silly people
 Old grandfather chops nuts  
 ... he knows everything about me  
 He’ll not say, he’ll not say ...
 02:30 14.06.03 

Disappear

 I will cuddle you last time
 Last time I’ll have a blast
 I will put you high
 Last time will let you put me down
 I will kiss you in a chic
 You will see I’m running freely
 We will go down slowly
 You won’t realize how folly
 You will feel it’s the end
 You’ll wonder where it went
 Man, you’re in a trap
 Do not forget the wrap
 Which is following you
 All the way glowing you
 It makes you disappear
 So you feel my fear
 And you’re nowhere no more
 Although you’re not a foe
 00:15 08.09.03 

The edge

 This isn't important anymore
 When death is just right
 When love complains
 And luck long awaits
 And nothing matters
 When envy hisses
 Nothing literally!
 And I'm going to disappear
 Just me
 When my freedom let me go away
 Then I will tell everyone bye
 And nothing will be
 And every one of them
 I will spit in face
 And you punish them for my sufferings
 All of them I'll win with
 My receivables will be paid
 I will move forward
 I will bounce in the sky
 I will get what I want
 And bent all the rules
 12:00 14.07.03