For

 For one time
 For all of us
 ...for moon at night
 Who’s calling help
 ...for sun at day
 You sparkle for me!
 For blooming’s trees
 For prickly’s roses
 For beautiful mornings
 For wreath violet
 For my dreams
 For luck’s look
 For poured tears
 For every my breath
 ...because each is important...
 19:20 31.03.04 

Zidaneo

 A squirrel I once had
 I will say that I knew, rather
 Disgusting! Vile! Skinny!
 The ugly inch! Well, and redhead ...
 Didn't give me tea ...
 Water, he says he didn't have
 Kick me out of the house
 Brought to me his friends
 Drank my whysky!
 Ate from my bowl!
 And was laughing in my face
 At the same time he had fun
 Now he ignores me
 And I spit at it
 14:10 22/12/03 

About a cute boy

 Red-headed, alluring boy!
 His mood was always heavy
 Today this, tomorrow that
 He hurt people and did’t feel guilty
 He hurt a stupid girl
 He had been smiling then
 He did’t want to know her
 She couldn’t stop crying
 Dolly was playing with him
 But she have made a mistake
 Because he didn’t like fun
 He was too sluggish for it
 But it didn’t end there
 It hit his heart
 That she’s “playing with him”
 Now his pride is bleeding !!!
 She does whatever she wants with him
 And he screams no, no, no!  
 19:01 26.10.2003 

 
 Small, red squirrel
 Jumped out of the box
 Is crazy in whims
 As the wind will blow  
 02:30 01.11.2003 

Change up

 I sit inside as torn
 Tearing up my eyes
 I just wonder
 I see nothing further
 Around emptiness
 And no happiness
 I wanna run away
 Wait no more
 I won’t manage
 Have no more courage
 Run far away
 To a safe lace
 And let be here
 As they want
 Truly I don’t care
 01:27 10.10.03 

My angel of dark

 1.I hope I will be dancing 
 When the moon is dark
 Behind in my blood
 It will float
 Dance with me
 At moon’s brilliance
  Ref. Because my sun
 Forever
 For the day and for the night
 Please come to me
 And stay
 2.I look out everywhere 
 ...think
 You look for me too
 I look at you my angel
 My charmed angel
 17:02 30.09.03 

Music box

 Music box’s playing loud
 In the shadow our train
 On it two dolls
 He’s dancing
 ...and she’s dancing!
 Before they were lovers...
 Now they’re apart!
 She was never loved...
 He was always single
 She quietly sobs
 Gets angry in dark
 Laughs, but rarely
 And she doesn’t care
 He doesn’t bother her
 22:20 26.09.03 

Flow of blood makes us float

 Blood in a hot woman
 Shivering coldly
 She cuddled in
 In a blanket, for the night
 Woke up in the morning
 With no soul, no body
 Only a shadow...
 And thoughts
 Same as every day
 Torture with no money
 Phaetetic entreaty
 Supplications of a woman
 Let them stay
 So they don’t mock her
 Thoughts aren’t listening
 Want to torture her
 But she is just only
 A little, innocent kid
 Poor little girl
 In a shield of a strong woman
 Too grown up
 And yet too small
 She found herself in the wrong place
 At the wrong time
 Now she wants to get outside
 Away from this envy around her
 High to the clouds to the God
 Not to hear anymore...
 Not to see anymore...
 Not to feel anymore...
 ...and not to think!
 11:16 24.09.03