Tearful

 I'm sitting alone,
 I'm quiet ... I know ...
 I think about lost
 And about the wrong done
 I'm not talking
 Scream 'Come'
 'Ask'
 But nobody hears me
 Because it only hurts me
 Nobody else cares
 16:13 29/12/06

Poet

 ... Again this doll...
 Yes, this lover
 The same character
 The same existence
 Is colorful
 Turns into fly
 Flies in the clouds,
 It doesn't know
 It knows
 It doesn't know
 And it knows!
 I already want to fly straight,
 No tiring.
 On neutral ground
 ' I don't want to suffer'
 23:39 25.11.04

Touching the target

 
 Write a poem to the poet...
 In it will be only urgent's!
 Beautiful stories
 And famous glories
 Whatever you want
 How to do it you already know
 The poet will dive
 With what is in the middle of the storm...
 I'll be thrilled
 My talent finally saturated
 Take a leisurely sleep
 And just don't care
 00:02 19.11.04

Hate

 Revenge
 Drop of hate
 Will make your dreams come true
 High to freedom
 With no pity
 Then slowly
 At the limits of sordid
 Killing with a laugh
 Hurt with one sin
 And how?
 ... Good?
 22:36 17.11.04

Fearful

 It's my teacher
 No, it's my lady
 Do you like her?
 I'm not really
 She goes, looks and observes
 Such people are dangerous
 Why do you say so?
 She is just strange, closed
 Only she knows what sits in her
 But I don't like such people
 I wonder what she wants...
 What will make it ok...
 I don't know
 20:38 17.11.04

You there?

 50 years to the end...
 And you!
 And we!
 He meets her
 And no more!
 Butterflies Fly
 Desires fly around the world
 Later a glass of water
 Is poured into the second
 What about you?
 Whats with you?
 Are you there?
 Are you?!
 11:04 11.10.04

Pick me up

 Pollen fells from the sky
 Examines every corner
 Cat's behind one
 Fights with his nails
 He fights with his enemy
 I want to wake up
 Bore a little bit
 I don't give a thing no more
 In my head is banging
 Catch the desires
 Wanting come true
 Dont scratch any
 Later carefully snore
 13:02 20.09.04

Bad, bad

 100 pixies,
 Rebels
 Goes after me
 It aims to me
 They knock the door
 But they don't know
 That I will not open
 That I have my regulations
 And so I tricked them
 And my goals have recovered
 11:11 17.07.04

My new, clean step

 
 A sheet of golden paper
 There is a new list on it
 Other enterprises
 Even the budget cut
 There is nothing more
 There is no one to say 'hi'
 Feelings change
 They don't give a reason
 When everything is coming to an end
 You can see small angels with a whip
 Whether the end will be good or bad
 They always get away from bad dreams
 I want to have someone
 I want someone to want to hug me
 I am ashamed to show you crying
 I am ashamed to show my shame
 I love innocence so much
 I love my otherness
 I love to sunbathe
 ... and knock down on other wine
 02:48 1/15/04

Smoke from incense

 I’m writing boring poems
 The’re a bit fretful
 I’m calculating this minutes
 To my punishment
 I’m running barefoot in snow
 I’m swimming in silver boat
 I swim in at this padlock
 Along keyhole
 Steam tease’s me
 It is very hot
 And I swim along
 I will pass all sins
 09:34 08.09.03