Ok

 I am sitting here where you always met me …
 You are not coming today
 but I’m still waiting!
 I know I will come here 
–
 to me.
 …someday…
 Because nothing will ever end,
 and everything will stay as it was!
 Everything will be!
 We will disappear one day, but it will remain.
 But I’m still dreaming …
 Just like once
 My dreams will also stay.
 Eternal!
 Alive! Fresh! Innocent!
 And that’s what I love! …
 I will also stay …
 We are young!
 Forever young!
 We are strong!
 Forever strong!
 We are ourselves!
 Always ourselves!
 We are smiling!
 Always smiling!
 We love each other!
 And we are happy!!!!!
 13:37 03.02.06 

The other

 I'm sitting here where you've always met me ...
 You are not coming today
 but I'm still waiting!
 I know you will come here -
 to me.
 ...someday...
 Because nothing will ever end,
 and everything will stay as it was!
 Everything will be!
 We will disappear one day, but it will remain.
 ... and I'm still dreaming ...
 Just like before
 My dreams will also stay.
 Eternal!
 Alive! Fresh! Innocent!
 ... and that's what I love!
 ... I will also stay ... 

Capricious

 
 My little Ewka
 Like a young carrot
 Doesn't know how much she can
 Is disturbed like a wild sea
 She is afraid
 Doesn't soothe the sadness
 She can't do that
 Doesn't refute evil
 Doesn't know that either
 It's very stupid actually
 She is afraid of everything
 Even her shadow
 Wants to trust herself
 Wants to listen to wisdom
 23:43 09/01/09 

A line of inspiration

 Disappointed...
 ... and abandoned
 Discouraged ...
 ... and desperate
 Lost...
 ... and scratchy
 Description is blurry, shoddy and redundant!
 I don't feel myself,
 I'm flying in the sky ...
 I don't know that light
 Where to find, to find it was easy
 I'm hot
 Absorbed with heat 
 Whole boiling
 With exhaustion, I barely breath
 I don't know what to do
 I don't want to blame myself for that!
 Lost, scattered,
 Weeping, gasping
 Dilapidated - powerless!
 Beloved being,
 Beautiful, good and unusual
 Which is haunted by malice
 There is no end!
 There is no sing of my messenger ...
 blue-eyed,
 Always cheerful ...
 With white wings
 He is flying high with my desires!
 21:16 23/09/07 

Black tulips

 Black tulips
 Bloom on the hill
 Bloom;
 There is smell spreading
 Spreading
 In the air which is breathing by...
 ...people with feelings
 But there is not many of them
 And it’s a lot of smell
 That’s way they are chock full of it
 And feel fear
 Because feel
 That they’ll understand that all
 What’s human’s mind desn’t comprehend
 17:22 02.10.03 

Ash

 A drop of blood fallen down
 Now laughing at me like a clown
 Laughing in my face
 ‘That is in your veins’
 Unfortunately not me
 I want to be free
 Don’t feel it no more
 As a hurt spectator
 Lie without moving
 Forget the growing
 Then fell of the chair
 Forget what to wear
 Now I will be safe
 No matter where’s the wave
 That I will no stop
 That I will just walk
 18:50 16.09.03 

Smoke from incense

 I’m writing boring poems
 A little strenuous
 I am counting minutes
 To my count down end
 I run bare in snow
 I throw stars in run
 I swim in a boat
 I’m wearing that coat
 Trough doors lock
 My steam blocks
 I’m too hot
 Forgot why am I a lot
 And I keep on swimming
 Straight towards my winning
 And so to eternity
 To happiness fluently
 I will fly in clouds
 From here I will bounce
 And further the road
 No matter what cold
 09:34 08.09.03 

End of world

 I do not trust the clouds  
 These people are coatings  
 Everyone is false  
 And terribly greedy  
 What do they want from me?  
 They are wasting, though in vain  
 Well ... I will not give them anything
 I run gently across the sky  
 I have nothing left  
 Although everything begged me for mercy
 Everyone wants to take from me more
 Getting the more for themselves  
 ... I do not have any more to give  
 So all of you want to screw me up!  
 Silly people
 Old grandfather chops nuts  
 ... he knows everything about me  
 He’ll not say, he’ll not say ...
 02:30 14.06.03