Porcelain Doll

 Birds fly in golden colors...
 The sky is in the pink...
 ... Over the pond a girl blushing...
 She sits and delights in the scent of the fresh lily harvested!
 ... and listens...
 Birds singing on the trees...
 ... Water noise, done by the wind!
 Shes quietly humming...
 ... A song about ripped mountains....
 Now, when the sun gone,
 Hear everything that the day said to us,  
 We know that mercy is the bottom...
 When every word is a shadow...
 Every minute, important as a treasure
 And every word is a pain!
 We know too much...
 ... I am important...
 ... a wooden ward...
 ... Beware of her word...
 There's written how to go,
 How to dream...
 And how to life.
 Shame for love,
 For this cruelty...
 She'll show us the world!
 Good, respect and desire
 Show only for these
 Who are the growers of these virtues.
 I loved the world...
 I loved us...
 ... Now I don't love anything!
 When the sun rises again,
 Miss will open her eyes!
 Will smile to golden waves...
 With a smile, squint her eyelets
 Later, she will approach her doll,
 ... And forget...
 22:38 28.02.04

In a cage

 In a golden bowl a slave
 In front of black wheel
 Puts on green and goes ahead
 Still remembering her pain
 From her bloody flashes glow
 She remembers her gaming
 How she played
 How tunes went
 She remembers all the moves
 She remembers empty groves
 On which she was seating
 When her heart wasn’t beating
 16:00 09.09.03

…

 
 One day my rage
 Will touche every enemy
 Mine
 He'll regret all the bad
 He have done to my heart
 The revenge will be sweet
 There'll be threads of hatred there
 Begin now to regret
 Spit on your life
 Although it will do nothing
 It'll throw up like chalk
 It's your end
 And my bishop

I tell you

 
 They betrayed me
 They mocked me
 they mocked
 But they made a mistake
 They will regret it
 That they are on me
 Because I'm going to the top
 And the failure won't be diminished

Encouragement

 
 I don't know what's truth and what now
 That's how much you killed me
 I sit here even know where
 And all of my thoughts, feelings something's cutting
 I turn around in it
 And I don't know why
 I want to be released 
 Take some time to slow down
 Watch life
 Look at others
 It is impossible
 Those sad moments
 They stayed behind me
 They won't come back
 And I'm just sad
 I think I can change that?
 I feel sorry
 For wasted life
 I can't finish like this
 Everyone wants to worm me
 I can not give it!
 I'm going to sleep now...
 Will think in the morning
 I will give it another name
 It'll be as I want
 Not important where
 ... but my way
 I will give control to my dream

It’s gone

 
Another one
Let's leave the time 
Somewhere behind us 
Together with beautiful moments 
Let's not think about the past
As if it's gone lost 
Let's forget us
And I will tell you one day 
You've done well 
And you made no mistake 
Because I'm not worth anything 
Just like a heart card 
I don't love you anymore 
And don't sob at night 
Beginning 2003

Untitled 2

 And when among the birds I glide
 I paint dreams in the sky
 I'm still afraid
 You killed me
 I still fight
 It's all bakes
 I suffer this pain
 Although it hurts like rain
 I won’t let you defeat me
 I don’t want to die here
 I don’t know what to think
 To something smart invent 
 I don’t know what to write
 To look after my reputation
 I don’t know what to say
 So I don’t lose sense