Dear, grandmother It's me, your granddaughter Do you remember me yet? Maybe somewhere in your memory I'll fit ... I miss you Like stars in the sky So many years here alone Only mom remained I feel threatened Like water ... for peaceful life I'm thirsty There is no friendly soul around Only mom remained Without her I'm alone Granny, take me from here ... all I need is a warm corner I'm afraid of my life And everything bad in it I try to overcome, still But it's like poisonous vases Makes one pass out It doesn't save bad dreads I'm still raising And I'm punishedt for it Help me I don't care about my blood To get out of here Not have to beat myself anymore For mistakes Because I lost which was I have to go So I won't again get A broken bunch
Tag: #pain
It will go
I would like to throw away Never again feel sadness ... sigh That's probably my fate Life threw on the pile And I gave a little bit of bone I have to deal with it Go out against everything Help my goal I will make it Because I have many predispositions predispositions... ...ambitions... ...and everything you need To conquer the world !!!
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I don't understand I can find no sense I'm looking for a punch line All for nothing I am wondering What did I do wrong? Where's did I make a mistake? After a long thought I remember my dream Many dreams And my desires It is a pity that it ended And what I wanted didn't come true Begining 2003
Broken
Wounded heart hurts badly Regardless of our will My soul suffered through it Even though she didn't love And sadly I remember And so I dream 16/1/03 I feel so very alone In this world, tiny I'm not like anyone But I feel free I don't get along with anyone I'm not like others I'm not guilty I often laugh outside But I'm sad inside Broken soul and body As if that wasn't enough 16/1/03
Feelings
1) I feel so ill on the soul And on the body too I'm alone in this world It's a pity to talk, you know Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 2) I will run away You won't see me again Though you'll probably hear How I conquer the world Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 3) I would like the last time No longer wave to you And don't see, and don't look That's how it is... Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 4) I would also like to get revenge For my wrongs, these for years For suffering, for desires You have not met me Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 5) You have one thing in it That I would be different from you ... I do not have enough strength to say anything So stop it, more nothing ... Ref. I can't give ...
Nobody understands me
My mind's far away
Crowd of people around
The falcon is flying in the sky
Dizziness
Lack of the speech
Sensory disease
A hundred ideas
Going around in world
But you don't know
Don't understand
You blame me
Not looking for the real guilty
I will die from you
I want a bright coffin
Like my soul
Which has been pierced by a crossbow
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And when among the birds I glide
I paint dreams in the sky
I'm still afraid
You killed me
I still fight
It's all bakes
I suffer this pain
Although it hurts like rain
I won’t let you defeat me
I don’t want to die here
I don’t know what to think
To something smart invent
I don’t know what to write
To look after my reputation
I don’t know what to say
So I don’t lose sense
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I feel free
Capable of everything
I'm quail
I kneel before God
I want to leave my soul
When the moon is listening
I'm sorry for what has finished
What was from my life
I love everything around
I listen when heaven's calling
Yes, it's all the time
Squeezed in a leather belt
I fight with it
With my memories
And with everything else
I will destroy all those guilty
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