I realized today
the sense of my existence?
no!
Because I treat it all as fun,
and all my dreams
are just illusions
I have plans, this is important
It will come true
It's more and less serious
but I believe in it
and will go to this ...
... to my happiness
and I'm a bit afraid
try to heal the pain
I know that I lost my mind
I have been dreaming about many things
but...
... now I know everything
I will not say anything, nothing ...