Porcelain Doll

 Birds fly in golden colors...
 The sky is in the pink...
 ... Over the pond a girl blushing...
 She sits and delights in the scent of the fresh lily harvested!
 ... and listens...
 Birds singing on the trees...
 ... Water noise, done by the wind!
 Shes quietly humming...
 ... A song about ripped mountains....
 Now, when the sun gone,
 Hear everything that the day said to us,  
 We know that mercy is the bottom...
 When every word is a shadow...
 Every minute, important as a treasure
 And every word is a pain!
 We know too much...
 ... I am important...
 ... a wooden ward...
 ... Beware of her word...
 There's written how to go,
 How to dream...
 And how to life.
 Shame for love,
 For this cruelty...
 She'll show us the world!
 Good, respect and desire
 Show only for these
 Who are the growers of these virtues.
 I loved the world...
 I loved us...
 ... Now I don't love anything!
 When the sun rises again,
 Miss will open her eyes!
 Will smile to golden waves...
 With a smile, squint her eyelets
 Later, she will approach her doll,
 ... And forget...
 22:38 28.02.04 

Unknown thoughts

 And I'm waiting forever ...
 And decided that I won't delay anything anymore,
 I have always been mistaken
 Because I was stuck in one place
 So I'm moving forward
 I'm doing it for no bigger reason
 I will not wonder
 And I will not be afraid anymore
 I will go ahead
 Even on water and bread
 And will defeat everything
 In doorway my golden trophy will hang
 I will win this war
 Later, calm life awaits me
 I will still win trophies
 And the rest is my fairy tale
 12:20 16/04/03 

 When you see her
 Your legs are dear
 And everything is like a fog
 When you embrace her
 Like in heaven, you feel
 You want her body
 You want her to love you
 You want to kiss her
 Hug, touch
 You want her to be whole yours
 And also wanted you
 Begining2003