Black tulips

 Black tulips
 Bloom on the hill
 Bloom;
 There is smell spreading
 Spreading
 In the air which is breathing by...
 ...people with feelings
 But there is not many of them
 And it’s a lot of smell
 That’s way they are chock full of it
 And feel fear
 Because feel
 That they’ll understand that all
 What’s human’s mind desn’t comprehend
 17:22 02.10.03 

Porcelain Doll

 Birds fly in golden colors...
 The sky is in the pink...
 ... Over the pond a girl blushing...
 She sits and delights in the scent of the fresh lily harvested!
 ... and listens...
 Birds singing on the trees...
 ... Water noise, done by the wind!
 Shes quietly humming...
 ... A song about ripped mountains....
 Now, when the sun gone,
 Hear everything that the day said to us,  
 We know that mercy is the bottom...
 When every word is a shadow...
 Every minute, important as a treasure
 And every word is a pain!
 We know too much...
 ... I am important...
 ... a wooden ward...
 ... Beware of her word...
 There's written how to go,
 How to dream...
 And how to life.
 Shame for love,
 For this cruelty...
 She'll show us the world!
 Good, respect and desire
 Show only for these
 Who are the growers of these virtues.
 I loved the world...
 I loved us...
 ... Now I don't love anything!
 When the sun rises again,
 Miss will open her eyes!
 Will smile to golden waves...
 With a smile, squint her eyelets
 Later, she will approach her doll,
 ... And forget...
 22:38 28.02.04 

Feelings

 1) I feel so ill on the soul 
And on the body too 
I'm alone in this world 
It's a pity to talk, you know 
Ref. I can't give it up like that 
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here
Change my life 
2) I will run away
You won't see me again 
Though you'll probably hear 
How I conquer the world 
Ref. I can't give it up like that
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here
Change my life 
3) I would like the last time 
No longer wave to you 
And don't see, and don't look 
That's how it is... 
Ref. I can't give it up like that 
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here 
Change my life 
4) I would also like to get revenge 
For my wrongs, these for years 
For suffering, for desires 
You have not met me 
Ref. I can't give it up like that
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here 
Change my life 
5) You have one thing in it 
That I would be different from you ... 
I do not have enough strength to say anything 
So stop it, more nothing ... 
Ref. I can't give ...