In the edge of mind

 I don't want to wake the memories up
 I won't be fighting to make them stand up
 And just  
 As lust
 I will create
 Multiply the magic
 No matter the pain
 I won’t let my heart feel insane
 I will get my aims
 I will get what flows in my veins
 I have a hope
 I’ll overcome their dope
 I will be trying!
 From now I’m flying!
 21:45 29.08.03 

Magic

 I feel betrayed
 Everything dies in me
 Nothing works out
 I don't care anymore
 I expected help
 And tonight
 I surprises everyone
 A thriving forest will be created
 And it will destroy you
 My desires will fulfill
 The emptiness in me will fill
 23/3/03