Grandma

 Dear, grandmother
 It's me, your granddaughter
 Do you remember me yet?
 Maybe somewhere in your memory I'll fit ...
 I miss you
 Like stars in the sky
 So many years here alone
 Only mom remained
 I feel threatened
 Like water ... for peaceful life I'm thirsty
 There is no friendly soul around
 Only mom remained
 Without her I'm alone
 Granny, take me from here
 ... all I need is a warm corner
 I'm afraid of my life
 And everything bad in it
 I try to overcome, still
 But it's like poisonous vases
 Makes one pass out
 It doesn't save bad dreads
 I'm still raising
 And I'm punishedt for it
 Help me
 I don't care about my blood
 To get out of here
 Not have to beat myself anymore
 For mistakes
 Because I lost which was
 I have to go
 So I won't again get
 A broken bunch

Please come back

Do you know?
That one your gesture will change everything ...
If you only want it
One gesture
A small gesture
I'm here
Far away from you
You there, though you could be here
... but you don't want to!
I want you so much
That I don' know what to do anymore
I feel how you approach
You embrace me
I'm turning ...
... but it's not you
It is a breath of wind that is stilting
I miss you so much
I will build for you a wall of love
... but you don't want it
You scorn me
Like a burned cigarette
But you have not tried me yet
And you do not know how I taste
You don't know if I'm sweet
That if you came to me, you would stick
And you wouldn't leave again ...
Or bitter so that you only spit
That you can't have it anymore
Such a bad one
You don't know the truth?
So why?
Why don't you even want to try me?
I don't know...
If you'd want it would bedifferently
Because you seem mislead
So let me check my little one
We will not meet

…

 When you see her
 Your legs are dear
 And everything is like a fog
 When you embrace her
 Like in heaven, you feel
 You want her body
 You want her to love you
 You want to kiss her
 Hug, touch
 You want her to be whole yours
 And also wanted you
 Begining2003

My first

Maybe I'm too small
To love
Maybe that's why I'm sad
Maybe I should be more penitential
Or I don't know what love is
Maybe that's why I'm getting angry
I'm left with only stupid illusions
Unfulfilled dreams
And nice memories ...
Begining2003

With him

 A warm morning
 sea breeze
 They are cuddled up in each other
 They are kissing
 Sun rays
 Are touching her face
 And he is still hugging her
 And they would like it to be always so
 Only she and him
 They want to be together day and night
 And they would like to stop time
 ... be together til the end
 Beginning 2003

Lovers

 She... and he
 Around dark, silence
 Only she and he
 Dawn is waking
 A new day
 They’re ling in trees leaf’s
 Their body’s braided
 Whole shiver
 Lovers from hundred hills
 Smolder each other
 Suddenly sea is walking up
 And quietly saying to them
 That is morning, they’ve to go
 To the land of their dreams

New start

Love is a beautiful thing 
As long as it doesn't cut feelings like sword
And when lips touch other the lips 
Then I feel so empty 
Only emotions in me are still spinning 
And when it hurts, they pinch 
Recently I have realized 
I have fallen out of many things 
Sometimes I want to fix them 
But some can't be fixed 
I also know that an effort is needed 
To avoid many mistakes 
I'm planning to improve everything 
And have fun doing it 
Begining 2003

Virgin

Sweet virtuous girl 
She was very amorous 
But I think personally 
That it's awesome 
There is only one minor remark 
That the girl was too cold 
One time she love confessed 
It turned out she regretted it 
And so for the future she remembered 
Not to love anymore

15 Jan 2003

He’s gone

1) It's evening, dark
Just you and me
The rain flows over your temple
And I'm brushing your face
And I want it to be always like this
How it is today
Ref. You are what has been dreaming about for years
You are the one for whom I give the world
I want you to be with me day and night
And I want you to do it too
2) My happiness lasted a short time
I was afraid it would end
But it had to be like that
Because we are too different
So I tell you the last time
Goodbye baby so it had to be
Ref. You are what has been dreaming about for years
You are the one for whom I give the world
I want you to be with me day and night
And I want you to do it too
3) We will meet in a few years
I will probably thank you
That's how it ended
Because I wouldn't be happy
At your side
And once again, I will tell you goodbye!
Ref. You are what I've been dreaming about for years
You are the one for whom I give the world
I want you to be with me day and night
And I want you to do it too

I feel free
 Capable of everything
 I'm quail
 I kneel before God
 I want to leave my souls
 When the moon is listening
 I'm sorry for what has finished
 What was from my life
 I love everything around
 I listen when heaven's calling
 Yes, it's all the time
 Squeezed in a leather belt
 I fight with it
 With my memories
 And with everything else
 I will destroy all those guilty 

 
 I'm dying
  I gathering my strength 
 It all hurts me 
 My heart is reprimanding 
 I hate you 
 My lost time 
 Everything spoiled? 
 No! I am preparing my revenge