I just felt in love with him ... don't know who or why? It's like spilled poppy seeds You can never clean it all I sit, still! In my room I think, I think and I wonder I would like to have a little peace And I renew my request I don't know what's coming next and if I say to my personality be saved! Will she listen? Will she be still strong? Or she'll pretend to be deaf? and will not more be fallible ... I don't know, I don't know anything anymore! I don't want, I don't want anything anymore! I'm not making anymore on the corners of life I rob myself from the truth I don't want to break! I drive careful Don't let them think it's so easy to get rid of me! I pray I think I will reach my destination whenever I'm ready And my word is this clade ... an owl will know about ot 23:21 22.05.03
Tag: #love
Love hurts
You are so far away, I feel you so close hear your breathing and feel your warm lips when I close my eyes You approach you come ... you're cuddling me I want to touch you ...but I pull out my hand and you're gone I would like you to be with me I would like to have you I love you so much... I don't know why But I love! I don't want to love you! But I can't stop ... If you answered with only a word to what I say ... If you tried to help, at least once! If you'd try to disappear from my thoughts Enough!!! I will never mention you again I will never again say your name And I will never think of you again ... but I will never forget about you either... 10:40 22/05/03
A piece from the heart”
Take it in the hand Squirm and throw far away Let it flow in line Softly like fresh milk This anger, regret and pain All these sufferings They are like salt for a deep wound So, please, let my desires finally come true Let me forget the time Start everything from scratch To squeeze mistakes in the copper belt So it would be possible to tell that the evil is hiding from us 14/4/03
Woman
Her naked body Stayed alone Ling here cold High in the tower Her soul in heaven Not on the soil anymore Is waiting for salvation Want absolution vs. Her naked body Wanted a lover Desired him To heat it adhered He despised her smile She was one breath for him, She gave her soul away Didn't regret, because she loved him 12:15 31/03/03
Love hurts
beautiful lady wonderful dress my misery orchid flowers around ten glimmers the candle's on fire slowly in the radiance's dying I cannot pant I want to hear that he loves me that he knows about me those lovely lips the glass is empty 01:40 27.03.2003
Guess what
Loving it plathonically You can limitlessly I do not want to live anymore I would like to eternally sleep It all hurts It smudged me with thorns Intrusive thoughts Wild morals
Shh
I would like him And only this I love him so much And for him I'm sobbing I do not know what to do Should I get it over? I suffer from everything What’s bad for me All my life At night wolf’s howling
Note
I do not care about anyone So, I'm leaving Once I loved Because of that, I was crying After the my ass was kicked So I already have enough I will give you advice I still love a little bit It cuts me like a sword
Sadness
Get on the next day I do not pity my life I will never be happy again Although I have never been malicious Cruel life Sad for me too It never was It's nice to me I will leave the herds Somewhere in warm Maybe to heaven Where the moon is running
I miss you
I have a guilty conscience I want to touch his arm That i told about him, I regret I'm heartbroken now I want to turn it around No longer hum those words Let it be just me knowing Like this dried up tear I would suffer in loneliness And never feel affection 22:18 27/03/03
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