These are my last moments
 I know it's not wrong
 I have quit everything
 I do not have the strength to endure it
 my body is limping
 the devil is laughing at me
 he has already defeated me
 he made his own
 my strength was taken away
 I have not been given a chance
 ... I don't know how to decide
 I'm not thinking about this right now ...
 17:20 02.07.03