Dizziness... The owl is looking Hunger disturbs from living When I get up in the morning. I don't know what to do Should I not eat? I'm empty I can't put anything in my mouth Taste the power Cry for help! Dig up what is disturbing Find who is good at advise A sincere angel That I wouldn't get too crazy about That he would enjoy with me That he would not hurry Know I'm strong And a fallible thought is nothing bad 18:33 28/08/08
Tag: literature
Is anything still important?
Around a shadow in bouncing Shadow of a convinced woman Wonders around and watches Viciously hisses under nose When in a beautiful naked night She entered a pond She took a knife out He came from the back... Her neck was shining In moon’s glow And that was the end In this shiny night Shadow walked away The woman has stayed... 16:30 24.09.03
Depression
Skull mine broke My face faded Blood everywhere I think of mine Cry away Have moment of love Swim below the waves Jump above the field This is all I want All for what I swear Woman in a cape Her face whole swollen From her eyes whole tears And all bad moments in day light She’s craving in pain She’ll never forget them September 2009
Agony
These are my last moments I know it's not wrong I have quit everything I do not have the strength to endure it my body is limping the devil is laughing at me he has already defeated me he made his own my strength was taken away I have not been given a chance ... I don't know how to decide I'm not thinking about this right now ... 17:20 02.07.03
Fighter
What is happening in this world? Maybe you know? You say? If not then I will wait ... I'll wait until someone tells me Till someone will find out Because it's so empty around It's calling me all the time I can't hear I can't breath I have no strength... ... this topic is overwhelming One day, I'll think about it Through my knowledge I'll catch a deep breath Go up the hills I'll get the highest peak This will be my best grip 18:54 07.06.03
My war
Some pain, some sorrow Some arrow in the heart Some glow and sun heat Broke into me Another morning is coming today Another evening is going down I'm spinning round Not feeling happy Around plenty of enemies A lot of not stepped on thresholds I am alone I was framed I think I can't stand it much longer I cut out stupid pictures of paper The soul and the body are broken Probably defeated by them ... Body ... and the soul broken It's probably already defeated by them 23:51 12/05/03
Definition
Words are beautiful only if they flow straight from the soul, they are more beautiful than those flowing from the heart. Because those from the heart are like candles - when it burns out it goes out. And those from the soul are like the sun - despite that, it hides, it still and goes out every day. - Jan2003
New start
Love is a beautiful thing As long as it doesn't cut feelings like sword And when lips touch other the lips Then I feel so empty Only emotions in me are still spinning And when it hurts, they pinch Recently I have realized I have fallen out of many things Sometimes I want to fix them But some can't be fixed I also know that an effort is needed To avoid many mistakes I'm planning to improve everything And have fun doing it Begining 2003
Virgin
Sweet virtuous girl She was very amorous But I think personally That it's awesome There is only one minor remark That the girl was too cold One time she love confessed It turned out she regretted it And so for the future she remembered Not to love anymore 15 Jan 2003
Feelings
1) I feel so ill on the soul And on the body too I'm alone in this world It's a pity to talk, you know Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 2) I will run away You won't see me again Though you'll probably hear How I conquer the world Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 3) I would like the last time No longer wave to you And don't see, and don't look That's how it is... Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 4) I would also like to get revenge For my wrongs, these for years For suffering, for desires You have not met me Ref. I can't give it up like that It wasn't supposed to be like that I have to run away from here Change my life 5) You have one thing in it That I would be different from you ... I do not have enough strength to say anything So stop it, more nothing ... Ref. I can't give ...
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