Rebel

 I don't care about anything anymore
 Nothing ever goes right
 I'm tired from it
 On the inside so much suffering
 I'm sick of it
 I'm tired of this mood
 I'm mad at myself
 That I did not match the background
 And now it came out stupid
 I look at what has come to me
 I don't know what it is
 It's wearing gold
 I will remain in reverie
 Stand on the gate
 I'll wonder
 I'll answer later
 23:00 19.05.03 

Grandma

 Dear, grandmother
 It's me, your granddaughter
 Do you remember me yet?
 Maybe somewhere in your memory I'll fit ...
 I miss you
 Like stars in the sky
 So many years here alone
 Only mom remained
 I feel threatened
 Like water ... for peaceful life I'm thirsty
 There is no friendly soul around
 Only mom remained
 Without her I'm alone
 Granny, take me from here
 ... all I need is a warm corner
 I'm afraid of my life
 And everything bad in it
 I try to overcome, still
 But it's like poisonous vases
 Makes one pass out
 It doesn't save bad dreads
 I'm still raising
 And I'm punishedt for it
 Help me
 I don't care about my blood
 To get out of here
 Not have to beat myself anymore
 For mistakes
 Because I lost which was
 I have to go
 So I won't again get
 A broken bunch