Craving

 Desire is like fire
 Desire is like stone
 When it comes to you
 You know about who
 You love her
 You don’t love her
 You love what she wears
 You know that she cares
 You love her voice
 You know you made the right choice
 You want her to touch you there and there
 You want her to touch you everywhere
 You see the gloss in her eyes
 And you think ‘oh... nice!’
 31.05.08

Hole in your mind

 My file
 Like your library
 Thick and wide
 Like river deep
 A lot of reading there
 Greeting cards
 I have my weaknesses there
 The whole time of nausea
 I'm whole shaking yet
 I want my psyche to erase it
 Once and for all, specifically
 Let these dirt get off me
 21:54 02/09/08

One Touch

 To kiss the sky
 To go for a ride
 With the sun
 With the moon
 To have that confidence
 To know it’s the luck!
 You’re lucky
 I'm lucky
 We’re lucky
 They’re lucky
 Never doubt our luck
 That is the key to life
 17:30 02.08.08

A butterfly that brought back hope

 I saw a little green butterfly
 Who was flying high
 High over the earth
 He could fly higher
 But he was flying like it so
 I could see him
 Should it be me who will see him
 And understood
 That we could be flying high
 And higher
 01:39 06.03.06

Cute

 
 Poems are falling
 Like the first stars
 Flying over us
 Throwing words
 To you
 So I had a dream
 Sweet and sour to me
 Someone once will remember me
 00:37 09.11.04

Crazy

 All these blullshit
 Like hay fired
 Will be trashed, collapsed
 And all they steal
 And I'll fly in the mountains
 To the sun, to the sky, to the stars!!!
 In order to sleep later...
 Fall apart to be fulfilled
 ... Happy!
 Free, small, melted...
 ... So never again!
 Be lost!
 On the grass lie
 And count the clouds
 Then drowned in the leafs
 And swim in them...
 And not come out to the morning...
 11:20 09.11.04

Bad, bad

 100 pixies,
 Rebels
 Goes after me
 It aims to me
 They knock the door
 But they don't know
 That I will not open
 That I have my regulations
 And so I tricked them
 And my goals have recovered
 11:11 17.07.04

My new, clean step

 
 A sheet of golden paper
 There is a new list on it
 Other enterprises
 Even the budget cut
 There is nothing more
 There is no one to say 'hi'
 Feelings change
 They don't give a reason
 When everything is coming to an end
 You can see small angels with a whip
 Whether the end will be good or bad
 They always get away from bad dreams
 I want to have someone
 I want someone to want to hug me
 I am ashamed to show you crying
 I am ashamed to show my shame
 I love innocence so much
 I love my otherness
 I love to sunbathe
 ... and knock down on other wine
 02:48 1/15/04

Disappear

 I will cuddle you last time
 Last time I’ll have a blast
 I will put you high
 Last time will let you put me down
 I will kiss you in a chic
 You will see I’m running freely
 We will go down slowly
 You won’t realize how folly
 You will feel it’s the end
 You’ll wonder where it went
 Man, you’re in a trap
 Do not forget the wrap
 Which is following you
 All the way glowing you
 It makes you disappear
 So you feel my fear
 And you’re nowhere no more
 Although you’re not a foe
 00:15 08.09.03