Tsarist courier

 These are my dreams ...
 Desirous of fulfillment
 And that's all
 It's all fake!
 It is not worth anything!
 It was supposed to be so ...
 It was only a pain ...
 I am not allowed to dream!
 I am not allowed to live!
 Sorrow is remained
 Happiness not by inch
 Have I made a mistake?
 I will go away!
 My tears are falling
 And lost dreams
 This is my life
 And you will free me
 From this ...
 ... everything bad
 Shroud of love
 No joy