Capricious

 
 My little Ewka
 Like a young carrot
 Doesn't know how much she can
 Is disturbed like a wild sea
 She is afraid
 Doesn't soothe the sadness
 She can't do that
 Doesn't refute evil
 Doesn't know that either
 It's very stupid actually
 She is afraid of everything
 Even her shadow
 Wants to trust herself
 Wants to listen to wisdom
 23:43 09/01/09 

Smoke from incense

 I’m writing boring poems
 The’re a bit fretful
 I’m calculating this minutes
 To my punishment
 I’m running barefoot in snow
 I’m swimming in silver boat
 I swim in at this padlock
 Along keyhole
 Steam tease’s me
 It is very hot
 And I swim along
 I will pass all sins
 09:34 08.09.03 

The paradise parkway

 Mermaid on the sand
 Walks there and stands
 The sun is shining
 The life is wining
 Leafs of trees
 Give a breeze
 Someone is shouting
 She hears just mounting
 Beautiful creature
 Messes your feature
 Soft lips
 Gentle hips
 She is so soft
 You feel in loft
 She’s in love with the moon
 You can see in her racoon
 Wind blows her hair
 She has nothing to wear
 On her face sadness
 From fingers madness
 Her touch eases pain
 Makes you bit insane
 In quietness she seats
 About her madness whips
 22:41 11.09.03 

Sweetie

 I want to read in fantasies
 I want to rest in qualities
 Wind behind the window
 I get soaked at home
 I still have no idea
 Why I have a feeling to fella
 My soul fallen down from leaf
 My skin cannot stop breath
 Honey dripping on my chick
 It all makes me look just weak
 15:12 02.09.03 

Virgin

 Sweet virtuous girl
 She was very amorous
 But I think personally
 That's like falling leaves
 It is and disappears at once
 ..is going to the terrace
 Today, yes, differently tomorrow
 It's so fleeting rather
 Going back to our history
 Remembering this theory
 I have one more small attention to pay
 I think this girl is too cool
 Once when she love confessed
 She bitterly regretted it
 And for the future she remembered
 Not to love again ...
 It thought her a bit
 That's why she's happy now it has happen
 01:19 24/05/03 

I miss you

 I have a guilty conscience
 I want to touch his arm
 That i told about him, I regret
 I'm heartbroken now
 I want to turn it around
 No longer hum those words
 Let it be just me knowing 
 Like this dried up tear
 I would suffer in loneliness
 And never feel affection
 22:18 27/03/03 

Please come back

Do you know?
That one your gesture will change everything ...
If you only want it
One gesture
A small gesture
I'm here
Far away from you
You there, though you could be here
... but you don't want to!
I want you so much
That I don' know what to do anymore
I feel how you approach
You embrace me
I'm turning ...
... but it's not you
It is a breath of wind that is stilting
I miss you so much
I will build for you a wall of love
... but you don't want it
You scorn me
Like a burned cigarette
But you have not tried me yet
And you do not know how I taste
You don't know if I'm sweet
That if you came to me, you would stick
And you wouldn't leave again ...
Or bitter so that you only spit
That you can't have it anymore
Such a bad one
You don't know the truth?
So why?
Why don't you even want to try me?
I don't know...
If you'd want it would bedifferently
Because you seem mislead
So let me check my little one
We will not meet

Virgin

Sweet virtuous girl 
She was very amorous 
But I think personally 
That it's awesome 
There is only one minor remark 
That the girl was too cold 
One time she love confessed 
It turned out she regretted it 
And so for the future she remembered 
Not to love anymore

15 Jan 2003