New start

I realized today
the sense of my existence?
no!
Because I treat it all as fun,
and all my dreams
are just illusions
I have plans, this is important
It will come true
It's more and less serious
but I believe in it
and will go to this ...
... to my happiness
and I'm a bit afraid
try to heal the pain
I know that I lost my mind
I have been dreaming about many things
but...
... now I know everything
I will not say anything, nothing ...

It will go

I would like to throw away
Never again feel sadness
... sigh
That's probably my fate
Life threw on the pile
And I gave a little bit of bone
I have to deal with it
Go out against everything
Help my goal
I will make it
Because I have many predispositions
predispositions...
...ambitions...
...and everything you need
To conquer the world !!!