Tag: #feelings

Lighter

 
 A folded princess
 And a lighter on the table
 A sad face in the bands
 Square eyes
 Tears are like crystals
 A mouth like a quart
 Sitting on armchair
 Not thinking about anything
 Smiles like the sun
 And her look ...
 16:04 23/04/05

Lost

 I don't know anything anymore
 And I don't want anything anymore
 Only get far away
 Somewhere where birds are singing
 And the leaves from the trees gently fall
 Because I lost my orientation already
 In my thoughts I'm lost
 I don't know what's good? What a bad
 And everything I see is insipid
 I've got my dreams taken away
 My desires got stolen
 I was left with nothing
 Hm ... everything, wanted something
 Now nobody, nothing
 Just me
 ... I want to runaway
 And I don't know anything
 I don't want to know anything anymore ...
 23:22 19.05.2003

This feeling, these feelings

 Next step
 Next shock
 What is waiting tomorrow?
 Why is it so slow?
 I've had enough
 I'll go somewhere there
 I don't want to be anymore!
 I don't want to live here!
 Everything from every side
 All old houses
 Everything is mauling me
 Everything is against me
 It wants revenge on me
 Make jokes out of me
 I don't know what for...
 What I have done...
 09:10 12/05/2003

Painful

 
 I don't want to remember
 So I don't bend
 Everything will pass by
 And I will disappear silently
 Pain will remain
 And lots of distress
 Just as I want
 Wherever I want, everywhere
 You will be plowed
 But you probably know that already ...
 I will humble my relatives
 In the eaves of the satin
 Away from the noise
 It will be good for them
 I will be generous to them
 And disappear
 Jump to another Universe
 01:30 28/03/2003

I miss you

 I have a guilty conscience
 I want to touch his arm
 That i told about him, I regret
 I'm heartbroken now
 I want to turn it around
 No longer hum those words
 Let it be just me knowing 
 Like this dried up tear
 I would suffer in loneliness
 And never feel affection
 22:18 27/03/03

Encouragement

 
 I don't know what's truth and what now
 That's how much you killed me
 I sit here even know where
 And all of my thoughts, feelings something's cutting
 I turn around in it
 And I don't know why
 I want to be released 
 Take some time to slow down
 Watch life
 Look at others
 It is impossible
 Those sad moments
 They stayed behind me
 They won't come back
 And I'm just sad
 I think I can change that?
 I feel sorry
 For wasted life
 I can't finish like this
 Everyone wants to worm me
 I can not give it!
 I'm going to sleep now...
 Will think in the morning
 I will give it another name
 It'll be as I want
 Not important where
 ... but my way
 I will give control to my dream

Tsarist courier

 These are my dreams ...
 Desirous of fulfillment
 And that's all
 It's all fake!
 It is not worth anything!
 It was supposed to be so ...
 It was only a pain ...
 I am not allowed to dream!
 I am not allowed to live!
 Sorrow is remained
 Happiness not by inch
 Have I made a mistake?
 I will go away!
 My tears are falling
 And lost dreams
 This is my life
 And you will free me
 From this ...
 ... everything bad
 Shroud of love
 No joy

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 When you see her
 Your legs are dear
 And everything is like a fog
 When you embrace her
 Like in heaven, you feel
 You want her body
 You want her to love you
 You want to kiss her
 Hug, touch
 You want her to be whole yours
 And also wanted you
 Begining2003

Feelings

 1) I feel so ill on the soul 
And on the body too 
I'm alone in this world 
It's a pity to talk, you know 
Ref. I can't give it up like that 
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here
Change my life 
2) I will run away
You won't see me again 
Though you'll probably hear 
How I conquer the world 
Ref. I can't give it up like that
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here
Change my life 
3) I would like the last time 
No longer wave to you 
And don't see, and don't look 
That's how it is... 
Ref. I can't give it up like that 
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here 
Change my life 
4) I would also like to get revenge 
For my wrongs, these for years 
For suffering, for desires 
You have not met me 
Ref. I can't give it up like that
It wasn't supposed to be like that 
I have to run away from here 
Change my life 
5) You have one thing in it 
That I would be different from you ... 
I do not have enough strength to say anything 
So stop it, more nothing ... 
Ref. I can't give ...