Tag: #fantasy

Always with you

 A desire which makes you feel bad
 A desire which doesn’t let you live
 A desire you feel all the time...
 
 When you sleep...
 When you walk...
 When you dream...
 When you walk...
 
 You want to stop,
 You want to feel pleased
 You want to be free...
 
 You don’t know how to cope
 You forgot your hope
 You feel stressed out
 You don’t know what’s that all about
 
 You feel it is enough
 Feeling strange
 Have no range
 Have nothing there
 Can’t ever swear
 Feeling is awful.

Craving

 Desire is like fire
 Desire is like stone
 When it comes to you
 You know about who
 You love her
 You don’t love her
 You love what she wears
 You know that she cares
 You love her voice
 You know you made the right choice
 You want her to touch you there and there
 You want her to touch you everywhere
 You see the gloss in her eyes
 And you think ‘oh... nice!’
 31.05.08

Depression

 I felt I had inspiration
 But that was just a memory ...
 I remember evil,
 And his background.
 I remember good,
 How generously it took care of me
 I remember the pain
 And this one
 In which he was
 Hiding from everyone
 Only I saw him
 I didn't tell anyone
 I saw it differently today
 As I should see rather
 A peace of me broke out
 And it was suffering
 It gave me strength
 It turned out who is nice to me
 03:58 28/08/08

Thread

 I can't go to sleep
 I can't be scared
 I can't have dreams
 I can't leave the lions
 I don't want to know
 I don't want to say
 I have no strength
 I turn into dust
 I'm diluted
 With life finished
 I want to sleep on a cloud
 Maybe then I will fluster
 Maybe I'll get angry
 And will make a plan against mischief
 I will kill it
 Like it kills me
 Slowly, no noise
 Take me to the snow
 I will take it to a desert
 I will not have a problem anymore
 18:43 28/08/08

Hole in your mind

 My file
 Like your library
 Thick and wide
 Like river deep
 A lot of reading there
 Greeting cards
 I have my weaknesses there
 The whole time of nausea
 I'm whole shaking yet
 I want my psyche to erase it
 Once and for all, specifically
 Let these dirt get off me
 21:54 02/09/08

Writing piece

 My notebook!
 In it closed all dreams
 All my Desires
 All concerns and dependencies
 Which is the entire
 All new steps
 All pain
 Every my tiny bit
 What I want to throw away
 What I can't name
 12:45 25.11.04 
 
 
 Catch dreams
 Bring them to a boil
 Sleep on them
 Steal happiness
 Get desires in the fire
 In the clouds, put your star
 12:45 25.11.04

Crazy

 All these blullshit
 Like hay fired
 Will be trashed, collapsed
 And all they steal
 And I'll fly in the mountains
 To the sun, to the sky, to the stars!!!
 In order to sleep later...
 Fall apart to be fulfilled
 ... Happy!
 Free, small, melted...
 ... So never again!
 Be lost!
 On the grass lie
 And count the clouds
 Then drowned in the leafs
 And swim in them...
 And not come out to the morning...
 11:20 09.11.04