Afraid of now

 My enemy is fear
 I have to destroy him!
 I can't be scared
 I have to give as much energy as I have
 I don't know what to do
 I'm still alone
 I'm dealing with everything on my own
 And I know I hamper everybody around
 Everyone feels I'm in the way
 And I bother you all
 I can't see the beginning
 I'm not ashamed of myself
 I don't feel the end
 I out of strength
 10:30 07.05.03 

Faith

 my tears are falling
 for burning dreams
 for the closed door
 where the blazing thunders
 over the sea hot
 and liquidity ships
 dreams liquidity
 birds singing
 and for everything
 what evil took
 what I need to take back
 and not beg for it
 I'm ready now
 I'm waiting for two words
 then I will go to battle
 for my soul's of peace
 and I'll get out of this dung
 I will open this room
 where is peace and calm
 I will go in,
 there I will rebuild everything my lost life
 02:52 05.05.03 

He’s gone

1) It's evening, dark
Just you and me
The rain flows over your temple
And I'm brushing your face
And I want it to be always like this
How it is today
Ref. You are what has been dreaming about for years
You are the one for whom I give the world
I want you to be with me day and night
And I want you to do it too
2) My happiness lasted a short time
I was afraid it would end
But it had to be like that
Because we are too different
So I tell you the last time
Goodbye baby so it had to be
Ref. You are what has been dreaming about for years
You are the one for whom I give the world
I want you to be with me day and night
And I want you to do it too
3) We will meet in a few years
I will probably thank you
That's how it ended
Because I wouldn't be happy
At your side
And once again, I will tell you goodbye!
Ref. You are what I've been dreaming about for years
You are the one for whom I give the world
I want you to be with me day and night
And I want you to do it too

A song

1) Sitting alone in a small room  
 Candles quietly burn  
 And I think so much about you  
 Why to be? And why it is?  
 Ref. I was once a small child  
 And there were stars in my eyes  
 A radiant smile, no worries  
 That was my whole world  
 2) I've been wondering for years  
 What will be the next fate  
 Will my dreams
 Ever come true  
 Ref. I was once a small child  
 And there were stars in my eyes  
 A radiant smile, no worries  
 That was my whole world