Sexy

 Once upon a time
 I’ve committed crime
 Knew a handsome guy
 Looking at him I could fly
 He always was hot
 He knew what he’s got
 I was getting wet
 Whole my body sweat
 This look in his eyes
 Was so hot and nice
 When he looked at me
 He told me I'm hot he see
 He had wonderful touch
 I loved the way he watched  
 Must admit his lips are sweet
 I like to taste him bit after bit...
 01:03 10.12.08 

The poem

 When I look at you
 I think whether it is true
 You don’t know what I think
 And you think to give me a ring
 
 You’re so sweet
 I’m so weak
 Want you to love me strong
 Don’t think if it’s wrong
 
 Every time with you have fun
 Never think to run
 Just walk slowly
 Don’t let dreams be lonely
 
 Have you forever
 Kiss you whenever
 You will hug me all the time
 We will have together wine
 
 I will touch
 You will watch
 We’ll make love
 And angel will be above
 
 Slow words will flow
 Sex will softly go
 Around heaven cream
 Down to earth will come a dream
 22:20 05.10.08 

Always with you

 A desire which makes you feel bad
 A desire which doesn’t let you live
 A desire you feel all the time...
 
 When you sleep...
 When you walk...
 When you dream...
 When you walk...
 
 You want to stop,
 You want to feel pleased
 You want to be free...
 
 You don’t know how to cope
 You forgot your hope
 You feel stressed out
 You don’t know what’s that all about
 
 You feel it is enough
 Feeling strange
 Have no range
 Have nothing there
 Can’t ever swear
 Feeling is awful. 

Before I said

 Living hell
 Well...
 Got anything to say?
 I guess you wanna run away
 Before just gone may
 But you cannot yet
 First you must luck get
 The one you’ll see in your hair
 So you will know it is fair
 To know me
 To good be
 To find the gold
 Which never could be sold
 21:00 24.08.08 

Please change my life

 Want to fly with stars
 Want to run with the wind
 Want to have fun
 Want to be free
 I’ll run away
 To the sky
 Or to my dream
 Close my life not to see my life
 Change the world I’m in
 Or I’ll close the door
 Then I’ll fade? In the bed
 Will look on the ceiling?
 Will watch cartoons on it
 My mind will run away
 And I will sing a song
 I will ride a horse
 Who was my only friend...
 12:10 21.08.08
 

Sweet honey

 You want to be full of loving
 You want to know you’re safely having
 Before you can go by yourself
 We must be sure you’ve got the right wealth
 
 
 You have some bad feelings?
 Does it happen something good it brings?
 Shall you bin it...?
 Shall you split it...?
 What you wanna do, know?
 Are you friends of foe?
 If so, who’s there?
 Who shall you call Sir?
 
 
 Have you been in the park?
 Was it when it was dark?
 Did you bring any toys?
 Have you met any boys?
 What says your voice?
 About your choice?
 
 
 Does it says you’ve done well?
 Does it let you ever fell?
 Who you are?
 Is your home far?
 
 
 Does it come to your mind?
 How far is behind?
 Do you know that I know perfectly...
 What’ gonna come suddenly!
 A fame and a flash
 That comes from your lash
 You will then sit,
 Wait for a bit
 And you will see
 That deep is your sea
 Now you can rest,
 Wait for a test.
 For life preparation
 With harsh confrontation
 You have to walk strong
 Can’t let anything go wrong
 Be sure what you do,
 Even if instead of red goes blue.
 Because of the steps that are bad
 Please try not to get mad
 Take it easy
 Just call lizzy
 She knows you well
 She will ring the bell
 She’s part of your soul
 That never away go
 She will keep you on track
 13:44 18.08.08 

To God

 Dizziness...
 The owl is looking
 Hunger disturbs from living
 When I get up in the morning.
 I don't know what to do
 Should I not eat?
 I'm empty
 I can't put anything in my mouth
 Taste the power
 Cry for help!
 Dig up what is disturbing
 Find who is good at advise
 A sincere angel
 That I wouldn't get too crazy about
 That he would enjoy with me
 That he would not hurry
 Know I'm strong
 And a fallible thought is nothing bad
 18:33 28/08/08

Writing piece

 My notebook!
 In it closed all dreams
 All my Desires
 All concerns and dependencies
 Which is the entire
 All new steps
 All pain
 Every my tiny bit
 What I want to throw away
 What I can't name
 12:45 25.11.04 
 
 
 Catch dreams
 Bring them to a boil
 Sleep on them
 Steal happiness
 Get desires in the fire
 In the clouds, put your star
 12:45 25.11.04