Broken and unwanted Depressed with the goal of life Manhunts through people Once, she was loved She was often in love Now, bad luck splashed Hidden in silence Stress devoted Defeated by no one No friendship given to her I'm disappearing now Far to fairytale I avoid the truth I penetrate the abyss 18:11 22/09/08
Tag: #depression
To God
Dizziness... The owl is looking Hunger disturbs from living When I get up in the morning. I don't know what to do Should I not eat? I'm empty I can't put anything in my mouth Taste the power Cry for help! Dig up what is disturbing Find who is good at advise A sincere angel That I wouldn't get too crazy about That he would enjoy with me That he would not hurry Know I'm strong And a fallible thought is nothing bad 18:33 28/08/08
Thread
I can't go to sleep I can't be scared I can't have dreams I can't leave the lions I don't want to know I don't want to say I have no strength I turn into dust I'm diluted With life finished I want to sleep on a cloud Maybe then I will fluster Maybe I'll get angry And will make a plan against mischief I will kill it Like it kills me Slowly, no noise Take me to the snow I will take it to a desert I will not have a problem anymore 18:43 28/08/08
Tamed
I'm afraid to sleep I'm afraid to be scared But I don't want to know I want this evil to stop fading I feel like getting up Sums to sing Rejoice with joy Start pouring joyfully To my bed To my granary I want my gold root It turned into the gold of the sea I ask for God's grace She gave me happiness 01:44 12/05/08
A line of inspiration
Disappointed... ... and abandoned Discouraged ... ... and desperate Lost... ... and scratchy Description is blurry, shoddy and redundant! I don't feel myself, I'm flying in the sky ... I don't know that light Where to find, to find it was easy I'm hot Absorbed with heat Whole boiling With exhaustion, I barely breath I don't know what to do I don't want to blame myself for that! Lost, scattered, Weeping, gasping Dilapidated - powerless! Beloved being, Beautiful, good and unusual Which is haunted by malice There is no end! There is no sing of my messenger ... blue-eyed, Always cheerful ... With white wings He is flying high with my desires! 21:16 23/09/07
To you
Torn, Broken ... Resentful, And depressed! Worse pieces were Worse also I've dreamed There is no beginning There is no end's corner You're not here I'm not here 18:10 02/10/07
Tearful
I'm sitting alone, I'm quiet ... I know ... I think about lost And about the wrong done I'm not talking Scream 'Come' 'Ask' But nobody hears me Because it only hurts me Nobody else cares 16:13 29/12/06
Lighter
A folded princess And a lighter on the table A sad face in the bands Square eyes Tears are like crystals A mouth like a quart Sitting on armchair Not thinking about anything Smiles like the sun And her look ... 16:04 23/04/05
Move on
Are memories important? More than the desires? Oh, maybe not, Because you are important! And all your dreams ... These to be fulfilled! ... To be sure of your ascension You are already strong, Go forward 21:06 10.01.05
Fearful
It's my teacher No, it's my lady Do you like her? I'm not really She goes, looks and observes Such people are dangerous Why do you say so? She is just strange, closed Only she knows what sits in her But I don't like such people I wonder what she wants... What will make it ok... I don't know 20:38 17.11.04
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