I am sitting here where you always met me … You are not coming today but I’m still waiting! I know I will come here – to me. …someday… Because nothing will ever end, and everything will stay as it was! Everything will be! We will disappear one day, but it will remain. But I’m still dreaming … Just like once My dreams will also stay. Eternal! Alive! Fresh! Innocent! And that’s what I love! … I will also stay … We are young! Forever young! We are strong! Forever strong! We are ourselves! Always ourselves! We are smiling! Always smiling! We love each other! And we are happy!!!!! 13:37 03.02.06
Tag: #depression
The other
I'm sitting here where you've always met me ... You are not coming today but I'm still waiting! I know you will come here - to me. ...someday... Because nothing will ever end, and everything will stay as it was! Everything will be! We will disappear one day, but it will remain. ... and I'm still dreaming ... Just like before My dreams will also stay. Eternal! Alive! Fresh! Innocent! ... and that's what I love! ... I will also stay ...
Ode to love
I am you You are me I want to cuddle you You want to have me I can't live without you You don't want to sleep without me You are like water for my mouths I am a flower in a vase of beautiful memories I am waiting for you with grief Because you are my greatest dream 01:10 07/01/09
Zoo
Broken doll Jumped out of the box Dances at the table Dances on the sidewalk Jumps on the rose petals Knocks people doors Asks for help She hopes she will excite them Lines on the lane In her head she is getting tired She wants to relax Don't hide from fear 04:07 08/01/09
Always with you
A desire which makes you feel bad A desire which doesn’t let you live A desire you feel all the time... When you sleep... When you walk... When you dream... When you walk... You want to stop, You want to feel pleased You want to be free... You don’t know how to cope You forgot your hope You feel stressed out You don’t know what’s that all about You feel it is enough Feeling strange Have no range Have nothing there Can’t ever swear Feeling is awful.
Before I said
Living hell Well... Got anything to say? I guess you wanna run away Before just gone may But you cannot yet First you must luck get The one you’ll see in your hair So you will know it is fair To know me To good be To find the gold Which never could be sold 21:00 24.08.08
Please change my life
Want to fly with stars Want to run with the wind Want to have fun Want to be free I’ll run away To the sky Or to my dream Close my life not to see my life Change the world I’m in Or I’ll close the door Then I’ll fade? In the bed Will look on the ceiling? Will watch cartoons on it My mind will run away And I will sing a song I will ride a horse Who was my only friend... 12:10 21.08.08
The one for me
You are a star Will you fly far? High on the sky... No time say hi! You think you know Everyone thinks... so? What your point is? Did you pay fees? Have you had your cake? Was it true or fake? Do you like eat cream? Careful it may steam... Do you know what to say? Do you know how much to pay? When you will fly, Will it be high? You say ‘no lie’ After goodbye You don’t feel pain You feel insane... You try to love her In your mind it’s fair That no one wants you To wall you stack with glue You fond her easy You feel bit dizzy You have her socks You know she gave them to dogs You’re loosing at your belly You feel something smelly Your way to hell And you can’t fell You're out of your mind And you cannot find You’re tired with life You wanna have a knife To feel safe To people wave... You want to take a pill So your sores will heal Your sight got worse But you’re counting your sores You want to know you’re good very much You want someone to touch Very soft, so you feel There is a warm grill On the family table You want to know it’s not a label Family, that's what you want And you want to have your own band Before you can go by yourself We must be sure you’ve got the right wealth 11:59 21.08.08
Find me
I'm alone... unwanted ... unloved ... ... forgotten! Nobody knows about me, Nobody wants to know, Nobody is bothered, No one makes illusions I am not sure, I don't have durability, I don't have the ground either I'm like a bird! I fly in the air, I'm together with sadness ... ... and I go into madness! 01:37 08/07/08
What’s for me
Disappointed Distracted In love and unwanted Broken Discouraged Embarrassed Filled with heat... I don't want to be her I don't want to go where memories are I want to have healthy wings I want the mystery to burst I want to see the glow of stars And warmth for me from all cities ... 01:54 21/12/08