Encouragement

 
 I don't know what's truth and what now
 That's how much you killed me
 I sit here even know where
 And all of my thoughts, feelings something's cutting
 I turn around in it
 And I don't know why
 I want to be released 
 Take some time to slow down
 Watch life
 Look at others
 It is impossible
 Those sad moments
 They stayed behind me
 They won't come back
 And I'm just sad
 I think I can change that?
 I feel sorry
 For wasted life
 I can't finish like this
 Everyone wants to worm me
 I can not give it!
 I'm going to sleep now...
 Will think in the morning
 I will give it another name
 It'll be as I want
 Not important where
 ... but my way
 I will give control to my dream 

He doesn’t want to
All these weaves
Without my knowledge
There is no between
Without my permission
It’s not these stairs
I need to learn
Don’t roam on the city
Because you need help destiny
You need to support it
I can’t be controlled
I can’t be blocked
Because I won’t let you
My life is running
Me with him
And not know who
I will be in the future
To my joy
I am not a toy nor a doll
Only weak and fragile veil
And everyone treats me like that
Spits on me and curses
I built a wall
I will fly to the clouds
I will stay there one day
Dreams woven