And what do you care about

 I liked the words
 As they fly freely from the lips...
 How colorful they are
 And angry sometimes
 And when they are too tight
 Quietly star is coming to them
 Shows movements and gestures
 Express everything is trying
 Instead of words
 Talk with your body to me
 Don't open your mouth
 Only in the look, press the trigger
 Thanks for this summer
 For this year
 For the next step
 And for my life  
 I drink red wine
 I fight
 And I hope to survive
 And that's what hurts me
 I will dissipate?
 10:56 25.03.04 

Fighter

 What is happening in this world?
 Maybe you know?
 You say?
 If not then I will wait ...
 I'll wait until someone tells me
 Till someone will find out
 Because it's so empty around
 It's calling me all the time
 I can't hear
 I can't breath
 I have no strength...
 ... this topic is overwhelming
 One day, I'll think about it
 Through my knowledge
 I'll catch a deep breath
 Go up the hills
 I'll get the highest peak
 This will be my best grip
 18:54 07.06.03 

World’s shadow

 Man's thinness drags behind me
 time is running away from me
 feelings don't give peace
 in a dense scenario
 I have to be
 and I have to live
 I want to get out
 get outside
 but first I must abolish it
 so I could make braids in the sun 
 when I get out of here
 on the golden floor I'll stand
 I will proof what is real
 I will be followed by the treacherous thoughts no more ...
 22:00 29/04/03