Tag: #children

Closed in self

 I can't write poems
 First one wasn't good either
 I lost myself in nothingness
 On my way to freedom!
 I can't count the stars
 It's also difficult to enter my heart
 I still hear a hissing sound
 I want this nightmare to disappear
 I have two hopes
 The wind will blow them away
 I want to kill the thoughts
 I want to lure you peacefully
 I want to get out
 I want to be free
 22:14 27/12/04

Mist

 My dreams wilted
 Memories have been teared apart
 My soul has been broken
 Voices in the head I smoother
 I feel shattered
 Like a conquered glass
 Today is the day
 I go through this hay
 I'm going to the room
 For holy peace
 You can find me there
 I will give you a favor
 23:26 26.11.04

Poet

 ... Again this doll...
 Yes, this lover
 The same character
 The same existence
 Is colorful
 Turns into fly
 Flies in the clouds,
 It doesn't know
 It knows
 It doesn't know
 And it knows!
 I already want to fly straight,
 No tiring.
 On neutral ground
 ' I don't want to suffer'
 23:39 25.11.04

Leaf of tulip

 
 Leaf flies under wind
 It overcomes difficulties
 It fights, quarrel...
 Trees deface him!
 He further thought less
 It flies memorial
 It flies so and flies
 In the end disintegrates
 ...his tiny fragments
 Revolve on the whole world
 And hurts everyone
 Who’s been hurting him
 When he was a human
 09:20 02.10.03

My angel of sin

 He’d have white wings
 His eyes full of greens
 Cold hand from fear
 He’ll be my dear
 His face swarthy
 Very naughty
 He warmed me with cold hand
 And fell
 On sale
 Which has eaten him
 In which he drown
 Then I looked for him
 My angel
 ...and he had found me
 Then for the first time
 We were together
 I felt that touch
 As he cuddles me
 But it was just wind
 It was my wind
 My angelic wing
 Which i felt for
 With whom I’ve stayed
 Over the river
 With him
 And again we were one
 My angelic wind...
 21:29 21.09.03

Milky way

 What I dream and desire
 That is killing me
 In my soul a storm of senses
 In my eyes pride and thoughts
 And you?
 Conceited fool
 You know what you want?
 Or rather think you don’t?
 This doesn’t matter anymore
 You will stay a fruit
 As in the beginning
 23:00 16.09.03

Courage

 when I was little everything was simple
 even these acute matters
 I knew how to deal with them
 there was nothing that could disturb me
 I need to come back to this
 Even if I had to argue for it
 I will be like I was
 One day I will sit among stars
 I will tell them how I came
 When to get mind I went
 to what I have achieved
 That I walked a long way
 it will be my dearest
 when you will dream about me
 You'll regret
 Because you don't know a lot about me
 I am a precious treasure
 ... not like you, bottom ...
 00:00 03/04/2003

A song

1) Sitting alone in a small room  
 Candles quietly burn  
 And I think so much about you  
 Why to be? And why it is?  
 Ref. I was once a small child  
 And there were stars in my eyes  
 A radiant smile, no worries  
 That was my whole world  
 2) I've been wondering for years  
 What will be the next fate  
 Will my dreams
 Ever come true  
 Ref. I was once a small child  
 And there were stars in my eyes  
 A radiant smile, no worries  
 That was my whole world